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MensajePublicado: Jue Jun 21, 2007 10:51 am    Asunto: Blogs en MySpace Responder citando

Para aquellos que no tengais una cuenta en myspace y no podais ver los blogs que escribe la Curni, los iremos poniendo aquí. Así los puede leer todo el mundo. O al menos intentarlo, porque cada día me entero menos de lo que escribe esta mujer....

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15 jun 2007, 00:00

rock and roll

wo w what aloooong day i had, idid the cover ofGrazia, im unsure why but my publisicts knows whgat hes doing all she kept asking me was weight this and weighttht and how much i exerr cise nde what exactly do i eat etc etc etc, it got so frustrating, i tried bring the intervuew back to spirtuality and music and rock and roll, i hope i made dent, then i resorte dto just nmedropping! but mostly gwyneth and drew and trudie styler stuff bout the way they live an dthe positiviuty and spirutlaity of them () we just had dinner two nights ago great grat night out and no paps) nyway after tpdsy i only got 4 hour sof work in they rock so HARD, wheb iw alked in my kids were playing sunset marquis, and t was compelling and dangerous and spooky and HARD and i wa sblown away man on the hard songs they are so fucking good ALREADY and Franny graduted and plyed adeliade in guys nd dolls stunning vocals stunnning,,,man does she have avoice ndthe graduationa nd a stage fullof sibbing 8th graders, becaus e theyev ebeen in that school together for 8 years togeteghr and sopem will bnever see each other again....it was very moving ,
but im so excoted and nervous about the kids........i wont do tehse shows unless we can reach transcendence,and i am parying we can the rock songs they hve nailed, i lov3 patrizia ( pato) is grdeat and spunky and plays great nd has a deep voic like mine dn we wre reallyw orking on the bridge to samantha wich there s amelody probelm nd liam came up with a beautiful melody an dhes got n angelic giirl boy voice wich i s great cos i have a boy girl voice, nd ve never sung w a boy before, its fun and hes so NOT a KC lookalike hes just very very prettyin a similoar sort of way and he can shred on his guitar an dhappens to be pretty, big fucking deal, jesus youd think id gone and hired a looklike the way my word s wre taken so out of context, and i think Micko is fuck ing a - total future superstar guitar gfod- and hes adorable nd cute too. my studio guys have been coming in ndf teahcing and ffine tuning and they think its a genous genius band diamond in the rough , noones ever run way to Britian before and gotten kids who were raise dina different culture nd a differnt msuical influences where i have rumpurs bunnymen zep they hve radiohaed muse oasis, nirvna, that theor beatles, its a nothe r set of referneces entirely, its major fucking gamble but rock should be dangerous , violent , terrifying, hideous, beitiful, garbage, pristine,spontaneous, and dangerous dangerous dangerous, scndalous, fucked up, perfect nd totlly unexpected.
bethia is a hippy and a goddess and has many secrets, shes very mysterious shes like th emona lisa, i cant tellwhat shes thinking, but shes eithe rlost of very found id ont give afuck as long as we rock.;
so i think with 13 days 12 hour dayxs at that we mght juts might mak ethe line an dTHAT is dngerous but THAT is what makes it fucming exciting and cvompeling an dinteresting= i havent mentioned stu because he s such a fuckinggt ood rummer he could fucking bkow amnyone away and hes TASTFUL i havent pyed wirh a drummer this good sinc eMIke Bordibn or that ne time me a n Grohl were gettng along and jammed for a night or something drunj off our assses, hes just FUCKING good.
i dont know if this is gonna work it could be a total disaster but dont you lovethe suspebnse, i know its gonns go one way or another, and hard work is mandatory obviously b ut a sprinkle of fairy dust seems to have steele din oyr rehardal space and its like.....relly lovely and sweeta nd yet fucked up and sideays nd theyre real good and they drink thier whisky and go dknows what else and like ic are, but its just meshing, im aiming fo rthe strars bgoddammit, im aiming for raopure for nirvana for enklightenment,
love
courtney

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Courtney dice que en estaba haciendo gfotos para la portada de una revista (Grazia), creo, y que solo le preguntaban por el peso, y ella quería hablar de rock....

Y luego se dedica a poner por las nubes a sus músicos nuevos, uno a uno.
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MensajePublicado: Sab Jun 23, 2007 9:05 pm    Asunto: Responder citando

mUY BUENA IDEA aBI, SI ES Q ESTAS EN TODO, TODITO!!!
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MensajePublicado: Dom Jun 24, 2007 3:36 pm    Asunto: Responder citando

se hace lo que se puede XP que no es mucho dado mis problemas de conexion ultimamente...
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MensajePublicado: Dom Ago 05, 2007 12:36 pm    Asunto: Responder citando

q alguien ponga los dos ultimos porfi que no los leí! de todos modos en el foro de cl.com escribe bastante a menudo, dice que van a estar al menos 6 meses de gira por la costa este de eua ¿? o eso he entendido, y q europa tb vendran, y q se esta manejando q abran para una banda muy grande.. u? los rolling? coldplay? y q las entrevistas y promo para el disco las va a empezara hacer en oct/noviembre.

tb dice q de ls canciones de ltt la unica q le aptc hacer el asking for it, q tanto violet como doll parts no las hará si no le apetece, q le duele tocar canciones viejas Rolling Eyes
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MensajePublicado: Sab Ago 11, 2007 9:46 am    Asunto: Responder citando

Ok, se me ha ido de las manos... para empezar, los dos posts anteriores al del 15 de junio, que son los que pedia raul...

Uno:

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09 jun 2007

my spelling

obviously bows neyond if yopu can make it thru my blog your genius@!!!! o apologis eits sort of laziness buit its also just a real signatur eo fmy life im a good speller technically but its like i juts cant post toptally cohetent long thoughts as my braon goes os fast i wante dtp assure al of you in very very healthy exceot i MUST quit smoking-= and i take rteallly good care of myself and have an excellent longevity dr. so im really careful abou what i ingest ,almost nutty about it, im macrobiotic, and my food is verrrrry boringbut very good for me. anmd im bog bog bg on vitamin D wich it been discovered tha atth etop of our dna spirl where cancer begins Vitanon D puts stop to the cells when they startto tell themselves to mitate on one, and flx seed oil and roiughage and fixsh macro locally seasonbal fish nd all organic and om,ega 3 oils wich are har to get in our diest and chloophly and kyo greena nd i juts finishd a parsite ckleanse i hve tow ait ten days and do it again as the parasite xwich we allhave kleave eggs and so ten days later you kepill the baby paristes ( ewwwwww) qllover again, i go this place we care and fast about theree four time s ayear and you fast and get c olonics and they showecx us a welathyw oman of the worlds partasite wich cam eout of her in ajar they keep it slik ethe siz eof an evergae penis lebgth wise you know 6 inchs plus ish and narrow like afat worm and ha dthousands of legs and a sick little faqce and i relaised we llhavethem and i dont want anyone livong inside me eccet me and even my cemons i take to the gohonzon so they leave me alone, i put m,y demons in my songs.
okay.
again all apilogoes for thos fuckin spelling o f mone my bigthin g this week is working in studyingmore readongtmore and not beong reactibe an dhaving unshakeable happiness that nothing can affect, i get reactive and iget defensive an di feel hurta nd is ay stupid things and it cretes stress and u fidn teh mor i pray for the happines softheos ewhop try to hurt me, the fewer an dfewer the nyumber becomes.

blessed be!
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hey all

hey all

sorry i havent blogged much i think th eroxy shopw is a few days AFTER the 13th i cant say the date bit tix willd ef get given away to p[lenty of you all oj the la area. i spent til 630 am on my space looking for japanesecellist, i found one giorl finally who KNEW one but o love sernedipity cos i thoight maybe i freaked her out or she didnt believe i was me but she sent m usic and pics opf Yuiki and shes so breathtaking beautiful! and her pakying ois fucking amazing, she sent me her carnegie hall look, sinc eim not really into dresses right now onstage i want other people to wear whatever they ant- i love biilly bnut i dont belive you have ogt have"costumes" like the pic sof him i saw from paris, hes just being nbilly we lways want what we sdonr have wich is him searching for an "image:" i heaRD HE WAS REALLY POLITE TO THE aindiebce and made jokes atr hios opwn expense and ws quite proud of him for that.
i kno wi sai dmidmay for the new site but i only saw the new skins yesteray nd apporved them its the lachapelle shoot i was gonan sue as a n album cover- it almost could be in fact it coyld be totqally bit itas not wuite right.
as askin its gorgeously lobvely im also playing davids show for his museam opening nid sept in Milan, ion Mobnday my British rte coming, My baby i sgoing to camp so itll be band camop at my house, wich will be fun. io hope irt all gels. Linda is of course beong very helpful for plan b musicians, of tehse dont work out but it hink i picked rea;ly magickal peop[le reallys epcial, one looks l;ike jessica rabbit and cme thru the css girls and i thought no way can she play bass and she kicked my ass and i was really anti chick, another went to cmabridge for sanskrit and is a level eofght painaist and harpist and ana dventuress and i really like her shes about 6 1 and feels vcery auf der mar ish. theres things i wnto do with her hair.......but shes quyite teh goddess.
anothe ri found otu lzter models on rthe sidde and is late cos hes comingf rom milan, but illadmit it irtol;atlly hired him cos he looks os much like kurt iots wierd, and he casn pklay reallyw ell he didnt kill mne but he swore ivf i cvgve hima week hed learn everything, hes blonde an d soooooooo beautiful and his guita palying is great the other is agiuy from band called larrakin love hi sguitar playing blew me away becaus eits jusrt so fucking MODERN its johnny greenwood an djack white andf now and he snot stuck in any nineteies rut, the drummer is unbelievable and my really groovey trendy lonfdon friends couldnt stand my choices wich is a great signa s much a si love my goorvy trendy famous london friends they are mostrly conmedians or nme stars already and trhey dont udnerstand what makes a band a good one anyway, aqnd my last band and nopffenxse to any memebr on that band was the worst band ie evr had not becus eo fthe indicviduals but the swtte i was in sucked i didnt play guitar nd we just blew togetehr= dsam radiop davcine lisa alla re great and great musicians but it was terrible band= i heard rust never sleeps one night and hits live and i knew id fucked up bigtime,
patty wa stechnicallyc onsidered a bd drummer- but she could rock 200,000 people and 2000 people and 200 people like noone else= one doesnrthve top be studio rteady tp bring it.
so wish me luck id hate if any of these guys got lost or didnt ma ke the cit having coen so fr and having gone to afarm in the uisle of swight ( minus liam the beautiful one)
and reheaRSED TIL a they feel theyev nailed it and ive ben workingevery nightw ith my studio guys leabnong the songs there son punk song called loserdust and i swear my froearm os atrophioed it stunga nd burned so fucking bad after three takes pof loserdust wich is pubk song, in gona put how dirtuy girls get c lean sans drums back on the record maybe even track one it wa sin the doc, its so fuck you and radiop ubfriebdkly and were recording anew rock song called crashing down working title monday and its rocks reallta hrd THEBN im fgonan feel the record is totally balancerd out, it needs to xstart at the kroqs, not the zdfult acs thts like puttingme at asxtaarbucks i just do not belong there.
im sooooo sorry yall have ha dto wait vor the site, naveen and me are metongft omorrow hes coming if form sf and wellahve it sorted SWEAR TO GOD within a week ,
he apologises profusely for no0t having it up mid may, im enbarassed c os i fongt liek asaying things an dthem not happening.
so london is on my bdaY, BUT I CNT SAY WHERE, and ny is on the 12th or 13th an dthe roxy s a few dfays after that,,,, theyll be a way you can sign up for tix on the new site, there will p[romose imde sir ethats a featiure, wehve good famncy s[onsirs for the shows, nice high end brands nopt like beer and phone copmp[anis, we aimed a little higher, my mgr manged among many many othe rthings the yeah yeah yeahs and i really like him alot and am gettinga longw ith homa ndfeel completely val;ued an dundrstood by mgmt for the first time ina long time l;ie i have aprtner not a daddy.
trust me i dont need a daddy or a mommy. sopme people do bette rwithout them. im one of them.
i hope your all good someone is spredings ome insane rumopur that i quit chanting, firstkly iull NEVER quyit chanting again , i chant every songle day in 2 years ive skipped five days and always shit bad shot happens ifi dont fully do an hour of gongyo an ddiamoku ( ima nichiren buddhist wich is where one repeat sthe name of rthe lotus sutra "NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO" on fromnt of a butsodan or a gohonzon everyday and chantes for desires of form andf f romlressness adn the happiness s of others esp those who hte or villify you, i really feel bad for Paris, shes a friend and i cant tellyou but i know what the medical condition os and its fuycking ohsycoally inhumane what saur is doing to her and its NOT normal 45 days and she finally broke today biut after what she wentthrough cos county si one of teh sacriest pkaces one arth ive never had the pelasure but ive heard,. id scream iof i hd to go back rthere aqn dthe mnedic al attention shes recieving is nil, its so curel an dinhumane iofyou gusy kne wthe truth ( we share a lawyer and donte ven say hes bad he always wins thos one he even knew and like dthe judge and the judge went to church in the sunday afte rhesentenced her nf riday and got a standing ivation fronm hos entir econgragation wich is really really CHRISTIAN to me NOT)
she has somne serious medi al issues and havinge piernced what she goign through i cannot even begin t oimagine going through that without mnediucal attention, people have died and had siezures from whatxs hes sufferingf rima nd obviously theres areason they are keepinjgir private im so bored of people guessing yopu know how whe n you KNOW a secret and have to keeep your noth shit but allthes epoeple are guessing teh secret the bitche son nancy grace i wanted to kill this is rrewlly a witch hunt, 5 days would have been normal;; for a minority parole vilator, i am disguetd by the applaus epeople threw down at the mntv wards the closeup n nicholson real;ly biugged me= i like jack, hey ive mad eout with jack! ( i kno wi know there snot alot i have not done dont ussually kiss ntell biut it was forevcer ago and itwas real;ly nthing)
but the close up onhom really bugged me knowing what i know about hoew jack abnd the law dont exactly get along in any levcel and noone ever tried to bringhim fdown fir the things hes done wich are entirely illegal, but het hes jack nicholson i was upset at him for klaughing and clappinga ndgenerally ehs a total gentelamn maybe he didnt knwo she was there, b it half that room hs done worse and when teh community clapped for her goping to jail the y wouldnt do thst rto even ME or Downey , i thought id seen tne bottome of public humiliation, but paris has topped mne an di ffeel nothingbut emopathy for her an d am gona wrirte her a letter every day shes there.
or try. i gave 20 day sto whip thios band into siugar deathsstar sexmagick sugarwhip
bananasplitshamanrubies and diamonds.
my bean in off to camp an dthen shes gonnas be an intern at a famnous rock magzine! shes reallyte xcited bot5y that,theyre alittle concerned coxs sheso young i blame almost famous but thats what she wanst she got offered to intern on a fuilm a biog noc eone and witha photgrpaher w3hsor a geniu sand a designer whsoe egnius in Ny and she wants to intern atthos magazine! 14 is 14, shes got her manny wiuth ehr and sshellhave fin adn feel better about herself cos 14 is so wkward sghesbeen ahving hard time like kids do, hormnones an dstuff, and shed hate me talkingabout her so illshut up, but it wokrs otu good sonce five people have to be here at the hosue and she knows its band month but hteres pnety of room and a guest house too, just british strangers, im praying they will ALL work out cos i love that they bonded on their own, cept the one who ha dor go tmilan, hes pretrtyd ammed good actaullyt but yeah he is the cutest boy i think ive seen in amillion years blonde and just ...easy on the eyes in the esiest way, everyone wghotrioed out was great, i chosre based onc hemistry and how people got on with each other adn spnics they amd rtogether and i eansts judegimng them on mucvh else biut chops an denergy looks came on adistant fourth, fter star sign.
nyway the new site wilahev atix rtegistration andf i hoep NY willgow well .....Ny are a tough crowd we really gotta be n our game, ogh yeah and im also keeping dirty girls 2 the other version co stheyre bookends ones cute like a chloe dress, ones dark nd sexual and liek a storm. so itsx not laziness i just like tht both songs saythe sm ething ina very different way incukldung sone of teh sam elyrics, ones cute but deep and ones just cdeeply deep and frpm the depths of my derspair and soula nd written on ten minutes and sick and fuc ked abd nooebns touxche dit but me. so tehre it is kids im tired,
illblog mo einf iture i just wanted to say hi an dthanks for allyour comments!!!! yoru allfucking cool!!!

lots of bl;essings an d respect and i hope you will ifyour feel;ing stressed or npot gettimg what yoyuw ant fromthso life look into soka gakkai international ( sgi) and nicheran buddhism its like teh secret but it works way faster and mrtoe effectively.

alsio i noted cos my kifd bought it i w osn teh cover o fthe national enquiterr AND THEY ASAI DI WAS 115! i cpuldnt wlk if i was 115, im bog gile with bog dhsouldes an rribs and health is really importamnt to me, hugely, ik take my kyo green an dflax seed oil and omega 3 every day and isopure shakes are the leader in whey and protein, coffe and niocrette patches im bgoping thru hell tryibngto cut back on smoking - tryiong tpgetto half a pack a day an dthe aquit when i get to ten, iom donw to a pack a day from two, but ist a pain and each fight of the urge is a little mini war, but i thinkof all ocve been through and i can dothis, if i dig deep into my own karmsa i believe our environement is direct refklection of ouyr lif econdition padt life andthios lifr karama nd i believ vert very stronglky that we can trun poison ibnto medicine always bu practicingthsi bvuddhism-nbot to mentiont he cospicous bnenfits wich are amaxzing the inner life condition whrn ic pry on fofth pryer fo rpescce and happiness for all livingbeings iu focus for a longt ime on epoepl who are vicious to me an dvillify me- mostly 30 people or less whatever the numebr on a cruddy website wich will be gone soone enough buit i fdont gothetre to read it eight months ago iw enmt and then peiple tell me the illegal dtuff te4hyd o nd i saks 3dsneone tonifght to please stop etellingme whattheyposty at ll unelkss it zffects the litigation. i dojt wanna know, bit iosncwerly pray for them and their misery and unhappiness to focus so negatively ib eevry move acelbrity makes or cdoesnt makle is the worlkd of animailty and hinger an dhell, it cannotbe fun or create value, anyway enopugh abput the talksers im suing to toillustrte that real evolution can be made in yopur lif ethrougj a derious spirtual; practice- you can fliup all negative karma around, and atre proetected byteh univers ein a jilliuon ways and dramatic terible things just dont occuir becaus eyoua re no longer crretaing them ince tyotke total resposnibility for the life you have ypu can dstart tp heklp others and feel empathy and c ompssiona talltimes.

ireacd bput leanronga nrealusation the life condition right above rapture and right below boddisatva today and its ai dsomethingbotuy howe leanring i liem wlking a misty mountaain so longf you know every shrib and every trasil and every patheqay nd every crevice nd abyss and rock
and relaisation is going miles away fromthat mountaina nnd looking at it fiormn adistnac eand zseeimnga mountain a beautiful mountain buta lsi KNOWING tshat mountain too it taight me the obvious haard work is mandatory, but ot lead to what you out in is ehat yoy get out,

im also sorry the record buysienss is what is t is i wouldve love dtop be tourongthsi album,already if i had afllrelease but theres a reasonf ro everyuthibng, i need months of set up time its three months leads for covers nd for pieces and for marketing plans and etc. and making sure i havethe suppirrt of radio and mtv and etc.
si its a pricess abnd idont knwo whats comibf oyt christmas biuts omethjingtell sme cold[aly s and im not even going to attemott o go up against them, thi sis ehokl enerew game then the last record,. wich we allknwo was disateer for em itt snot so bad in some ways the pricudtiuon bliws biut it jas four or five god songs in it bit one cant"almost: make exile on mainstreet thats like almost being pregnant. alltbe ingredints were there exceopta band that as bonded and reality me on drugvs in snot kieth on driugs im the leader and s such cannot affiord to be nd rygs

ithink i just kept everything insid eme for so longa nd then i picked arellkly evilman like the clich ei sometime sm and he and a group fp assts and lpoan officers and busienss mansagers stole evry penny they left me without money fopr my KID, vut weve built ourseves back up again, and are pretty much set. its allgood and thatd due to the chanting totally 200percent, andf ivcebeen sober for 2 years now so sonetiem si hear abotu callosu posts about me being on drugs itsliek wish fulfillnet thatw ilnbever hapebn i havent takebn anarcotic or any spirits or wine for 2 years now. nd i enjoty myself more and mpre each day especsaillyw ehn im in the klace of rpture cdopingew hat d best wich is playing music ........kearning each otf tehse sonsg so teh"courtmey" versions of tej rythym guitar keeo rhe band grinding and provid ethe texture taht mkles me suck when im bt opakying guitar to bve honest i didnt much like the hob thing. iw as prett y miserable withall slow songs and no guitar and im glad soem of my friend scouldnt make it because ite wasnt me, i play guitar, if im not you knw3o somnethibngis vcery wrong , bit ni mor ein in good plavce abnsvery very veruy happy
i hopeyou all are too.

love courtney

thansk to the japanese giurl who recomended yuiki!!!!! kawaii!!!

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13 jun 2007

The Brits are here!

Well firtley and most importantly my baby graduates today and has the lead in guys and dolls too, im so proud of her she got flowers already from Drew B. and im hopinmg she gets them from her co godfatherrs ( its sorta ended up this way) Edward ( Norton) and Stipe, and all else, so im really proud of that.
This band finding trip tp London was 100% intuitive and allwere against it, but it might be the single most brilliamnt thing ive ever done based on gut, ever.
Our first practice was last night w Pete and Paul ( Nate who i know Linda wants to jkeep fpr studio work or id have grabbed him so damm fast) had the flu but Stu was the one who is themost expirienced ha sthe Bonham ./Fleetwood i need, so they are soooo YOUNG Micko Larkin is only 20 and cute and a guitar super genius, Liam ( who very shyly models omn the side) is maybe the prettiest boy ive seen since Kurt, and he can play like hell too, Patrizia who came via the CSS girls and Babyshambles bassist Drew, i did NOT want women, and when she walked in all looking like an Argentinian Jessica Rabbit iwas like "no way caN SHE PLAY" and she nailed ot all tgo the wall, she also platyed pro hockey as a kid and then got tp be a bad girl, somehow she ended up in London,
were all living together Monkees style i wanna see how we do even tho theers plenrty of priovacy and bedrooms(5!) in the poolhouse most are in the house and even the baby thinks they are adorable, i was so nervous making them their first pot of tea, did i stillhave the teaq touch? it was a good pot and only 3 hours of work lastnight, but for day 1 Pete and Paul ( mny guys from teh record) swore theyd tell me the truth and Pete texted me from somehow having coffee with DSHAKIRA ( Sorry Perte is too good- in fact its genius did you get a dance?) and we wentot he chat after and i got thdem a bottle of 1974 winbe realising not one of them had been born before that wine, and they both did leader stuff teaching timing and chiords even tho these guys have been opracticing thioer asses off some of thier chords were wromng and they didnt know what songs needed kapos etc, and Billy mad eteh cdhoruses on loserdust and SAamantha DIFFERENT EASCH CHORUS. Oh Billy. whaTS WITH THE WHITE>? i support whatevr Billy does, but the white costumes took me aback just a wee bit.
anyway they are both brutal and didnt ewant to like them and both were rblown the fuck away. can we reach not really good but transcendent in 21 days? were gopijng in at noon ( ahhh youth) til midnight with me skipping iout for graduation, for three hours, but Paul sia d"this may be the biggest stropke of intuitive genius youve ever had" youcpould tell really immediatly this weasnt a Barry Squire ( a very very lovely man who puts bands together in LA) band in a second, with Pete abnd Pauls and Nates tutoring for a few more days fine tuning etc, we should be very much off and running ,
okay im off two hsakes a day and down to one so im gonna have my Mochii ( tastes liek a pancake but is made of brown rice) and geimachi tea and kick Liam out of the ballroom so i can chant, and get on with the show can we reach transcendnce>? we gotta nail this album but it=d be nioce to get some chestnuts from c skina and ltt abnd beautiful son and 20 yrs in teh dakota in there, so wellsee, but if i can just get yuiki over here it takes ALOT to get a 21 year old cellist to run away ina big adventure to AMerica and Paris and London and NY and who knows what were gonna do after that, maybe just keep going, i wont compete with Christmas dreck, but Jan is the month, Christ thats almost two years from rehab to release, biu t tehre was alot of doewntime waiting for LP{ to finish aguilaras vocals and alot of things hse hads to do here an dtehr ein between weve added two rock songs the original how dirtty girls get clean from the documentary and a new one thats a toaslly beaiutiful Kroq hit, almost every song in here can and i think with amoubt of finacial support behimnd it bwill be a hit, depends on bhow i play it, but wiuth the a team i have an dthe very best publisict in earth and manager who finallya fter YEARS gets that ye si am a little fucking nuts but man her can do hios job and i rteallyt gel with him, completely, personality wiosde and he makes rtesults happen, i can wal;k the line riught
Now ive seenthe skins and the one io picke dis gorgoues and teh my pace desogn os one of the very best people my space so kindly gave me ( they ar eoine of our sponsors) ands he swears no more than three weeks i said it needed to be two,
Mid May was in Mid May and its embarassing when its sup[posed to be up the site an dthe connective My DSpcae etc, and its not he also di d maddonna and linkin park and when my baby sai dto me that Linkin Park is to hewr gen what Nirvana was to oursd i almost died ....ima little out of it depsite my NY Times subscription io didnt even know Blair has rewsigned til last night, doh!
okay oi gtota shopwer and get inm,y stol;en ( im su=re the charged me) ritz robe its so pinka nd fluffy and get a qwuick blowout and chant and meet a directior at the Polo Lounge i told him 45 min max so i can go form 1230 to 6 and come back at 830.
I am so very proud of my Bean for making it thru, and getting to graduation its notbeen teheasiset ride fo rher asnd amnd whole new shcool nexst year whole new deal.
okay well cross yopur fingers on Yuiki her firrene dmiyo is trnalsating my letytyers i think shell need a chaperone ort something! we have great sp[onsors, youll see, but tippy top in fashion and tech and makeup even, cos playing four disparate shows with no aslbum is EXPENSIVE. and i aint opaying for it, so thids is all ghoodf
its all due to running tight program puttiong others before myself and chanting diamoku every day, nam myoho renge kyo, it totally kicks ass and make steh universe gyile done the rigfht stuff.
compassiopn wisdom life force it all just cones to you asd do other weonderful ebemnfiots weell good morning and yes your gonna have to wiast til january wbut when the skins uop ill be postiong ascvioiustic version of things and songs that are b sides and lots of stuff.
just hold on baby.
man they are good, id id good, i doubted myself byt my gut kept saying stick it out, and you rtonly as good as yoru drummer i justy wabnna get to as place in a short itme wher eme and stu are connected totally. so we can do jams AND things i like to do,
okay shower time!
Court






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courtneylove.com/music etc

sorry the site is not yet finished Sparkart stuck it up real fast cos we need it up to see who wants us to come where and to give you ticket info, theres not yet content or forums and the song playing may or may not make it on the album its NOT EVEN mixed and is a demo its the original "How Dirty Girls Get Clean" done in my ballroom on garage band software, good acoustics in the ballroom at least, its not the real thing we now have different parts and some diff lyrics, written in the style part the song ( just one) from Hole or even that thing i put out years go with the terrible cover art that i didnt pick, anyway ONE song you want to hear, cos were learning alot of them like 20 yrs in dakota and northern star and drown soda etc, but you only get one if you ask for more than one i'm gonna grrrrrr at you id rather much hear about YOU what your into what your vibe is who you like hate what you like hate etc, we want a good mixed age mixed gender audience and well go where were most wanted, its such an adventure but forums and blogs and stuff will be up and content as the weeks go by im gonna put up the lost lachapelle pics soon theyre gorge and genius and art, which hes treally into now refusing to do celebrities unless he likes them or they are his friends hes bored of celebrities and wants to focus on art ...youllsee, anyway gotta catch a plane hint its to europe first, so let us know, where you wann see me us.....do it soon.

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leaving for live shows tomorrow


man i m so tired, if you want to see us live go to www.courtneylove.com. Im pretty much giving tickets away, based on random non reasons, 12-15 hour days and we are sooooooo tight, i think were amazing but hey we've been working so hard that if were not, its all bad, ive been playing guitar again til my fingers are bleeding, Patrizia(Pato) is such a sexpot and such a good bassist god bless melissa but i think pato is as good as Kristen Pfaff was, maybe almost i dunno very very close and Liam has worked his ASS off , he models sometimes, im not allowed to say for whom, but its just cash stuff hes very quiet very determined Leo and i cannot begin to describe how lucky i am to have Stu drumming, I do not understand what i did to deserve a guy at this level, he is so outrageously high high end im afraid someones gonna snatch him in a second, he doesnt care about fame or material world or external approval, confidence vs arrogance again with Micko Larkin- whose been playing professionally since he was four in Ireland, sometimes he plays 16th century Celtic music and im making him play it for my friend right now Lachapelle came and moved everyone to positions we sort of dont know how many shows were playing-and exactly where we re thinking of adding random cities one it depends on how many unique people.....want us to play and travel and stuff so go to my new site its www.Courtneylove.com and the designer did Madonnas and Linkin Parks sites so i finally got proper designer but i needed it ive been using for ten plus years fansites already in existance but Juliet is still running it and i trust her tons shes not a chancer looking to fuck me (if you dont know the back story of my first website forget it and also since its getting shut down youll read about it- im very very persnickity about who to sue and when and why cos i used to have so many court nonsense lawsuits like the asst of two days who tried to go for 100k from seeing me in my bedroom dressing with my stylist for a red carpet event- i dont even think i was naked all the way , she was a chancer, and im so happy to say that today i dont think theres hardly any chancers or negative energy drainers in my world, i couldnt fight the negativity for so long it was overwhelming and i was trapped by it and now im so so sensitive to energy Linda taught me alot about surrounding ones self with nothing but loyal positive lovely loving people in my life, there are still some chancers but im weeding them out slowly and im very aware of them i also use Young Living Oil which i'm obsessed with i gave some to Micheal Stipe and now he wont go onstage without them they really work people swear by it for curing cancer for any ailment for energetic deficiency i feel like still pushing stuff i love. also powerful are Sweet Spirit Candles made by Wiccans in kent wash, a proper coven and they cast any spell for anything, although all of this is helpful none of it comes CLOSE - this includes that whole Secret Nonsense thats going around its a great concept but no way to get to that level of positivity and the ability to go into pure north consciousness and copassion for others where all problems you can take joy from and wherein you can and want to put other peoples happiness before your own the only way to get there is the Lotus Sutra that is Nam Myoho Renge Kyo in front of a Gohonzon twice daily it has brought me from very very low to very very tranquil and very little gets to me- it also forces one to take total and full responsibility for your life and responsibility and environment, they are one in the same and there is no such thing as a victim and all poison can be turned into medicine so the best thing about Nichiren SGI Buddhism is that it proves itself almost immediately, if you want something chant for it and watch it happen or come to you and as you evolve you stop chanting for yourself AND START CHANTING for others and seriously putting their happiness in front of yours) we've rehearsed everything til we're blue in the fucking face, 12 hour days and of course i'm going to renumerate them but one (im not saying whom) had never had a massage before let alone acupuncture or strange oil which increase your electronic field or energy muse ( i love this stuff www.energymuse.com ) jewelry which corresponds to different powers and virtues and goddess powers and numbers ( i got 33 which is the most divine number after 11, and 8 which is for serious protection and 9 which i am and 1 for leadership) i got every chakra of my body in braclet and necklace ( its all way cheaper than bling crazy shit its really well priced and despite having my Buddhist practice which i'm more amd more serious about and have started seriously studying for the first time i mean the Goshos and the ten states of life Hell, Hunger they ( and this is a GOOD thing) dont know what the fuck im muttering about its awesomne lets see how this social experiment goes its people go to this one guy Barry and he does like NIN and Pumpkins and i did this mad insane thing and got 20 year olds from Britian and im either insane or i dont know what- anyway if you want go through my site to see us well play a mixed bag but mostly we're seeing how this new material works how to mix it properly and how to sequence it i can trek from a smaller audience what the vibe in a song is. I believe in all of these songs as the best of my life but i want to see how they make people feel and this band i believe in 100% then again we may suck totally, and its all inside my head! you'll have to see to find out! okay if you want free tix go to the website some will be free and some will cost ya its not too much i forget the amount my booking agent said but i said i wanted mostly free tix giveaways i cant say dates or cities but im sitting with my kids now and micko says to say he wants 20 marshall amps all ordered since every marshall's so totally different he wants 20 good ones and stu wants a revolving drum riser,and dancing girls, so i guess all these pyrotechnics will go down really well in a small club.Smile.
okay am tired its late we gotta make set lists and everyones so so tired from working so so hard for three straight weeks with not one day off, stu said they worked out how much we've worked and it comes to over 300 hours , thats insane, hey i know nothing just that you get out what you put in
love to all of you see you at the new site. remember one thing that site is under construction AND SPARKART naveen did Maddonas and Linkin parksx AS I SAID AND TONS OF OTHER GOOD SITES BUT I NEEDED IT UP NOW SO THAT I COULD GIVE YA'LL TIX AND INFO and we can find out where you want us too, it will get incredible and much much more expanded over the next month content wise even dirty girls q1 which is playing in the site is not mixed at all and is in demo form
love and blessings to you all i cant wait to be let out of my cage
nam myo ho renge kyo
and best best to you. see you at the site@!
Clove!!!!

TIX WILL BE CHOSEN AT RANDOM AND YOU WILL BE INFORMED IF YOU GOT FREE ONES OR IF YOU HAVE TO PAY A NOMINAL FEE, AND WE WILLTAKE INTO ACCOUNT TOWNS WE WEREN'T THINKING OF DEPENDING ON UNIQUE USERS WITH UNIQUE IP ADDYS NO FAKING!~ we know !@ lotsa love and this my space will be greatly improved over the next month too......thanks to my lvoely mod Boulevardier

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Paris setlist


Big Love
Nearby at the Givenchy headquarters on the Avenue Georges V, Riccardo Tisci hosted a private Courtney Love concert for a small group of friends including Emmanuelle Seigner, Roman Polanski, and Hedi Slimane. "I don't really do the 'star' thing, but I loved Courtney's music when I was young, and she's a fan of Givenchy," said Tisci. "When we met a few months ago, we really hit it off and decided to put together a concert to celebrate the release of her new CD." As Love took the stage to perform songs from the forthcoming Nobody's Daughter in a couture dress from the previous day's show, she warned the audience that she hadn't been onstage for seven years: "We might be good or we might suck," was her official estimation. The crowd came down on the side of the former.

-STYLE.COM

Samantha
Malibu
Sunset Marquis
Stand Up Motherfucker
PCH
Celebrity Skin
Never Go Hungry
For Once In Your Life
Happy Ending Story
Northern Star


Otro del 8 de Julio

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08 jul 2007

930 sharp!


we go on at 930 sharp and not a second after or before because i wanna play for a long time and the place closes absolutely at 11, its really early for london, but thats that. we are sorting through the random picks just cos i like someones vibe, and have more tix to give away and some to sell (we just want to cover the backline which is pretty cheap i think they're 20 bucks so dont feel like you're getting picked on if you have to pay 20 bucks ) for the shows i'm missing ..DUDES, i need some more dudes! its looking like emo boys in dresses and glitter fags and hot girls of all ages where are my dudes? come on you bitches i know you're out there, i am not not having dudes, next time we play we will play stadiums and maybe do some side shows ( heh sideshow heh) emma my booking agent said based on calls to the tix already sold ( i have no idea how it was announced but the tix that i did sell sold in 10 minutes) emma said i could do 3 nights at ..brixton no sweat, which is really good news to someone whose never been to the uk in years and years. my last blog disappeared up its own arse, maybe theres a reason for everything as i was boasting about the band and this is their hometown and what if they implode? we're rehearsing tonight but am on a rest, the most talented interns of born to it one wa sthe only one who dodnt show up for himself this p..articular baby boy is a fucking genetic freak musically- Kurt/Bi;lly level- but he got nerves for something even when hes not being brilliant hes great so no one but me noticed but when he phrases and times perfectly he can make the whole dammed place cry i have no doubt. if he shows up for himself so well work on that TODAY in rehearsaL IN hackney where i havent been since i squatted there, anyway remember 930

if you won or can buy you'll be told tonight or tomorrow morning will try to get those of you in norwich, belfast etc, ..and make sure you hopefully get a good spot if you've come all that way.

i need to give away about 40 more tix, i have lots and lots and lots of grrrls of all ages and sizes and types and i think every emo dress wearing boy in london but i do wanna see a few actual DUDES im keeping my rawk for you dudes you metallica dudes you...........not exactly my 1st demographic as i think we all know but this is really sad. dont lie AND SAY your a dude either cos ill know. but we threw a bunch of you in a pot and juliet or tyler will let you know after rehearsal as i want to go over it with my amazing band, i swear hand on heart ive never been in a band this good. maybe hole kristen pfaff era, but thats about it and i havent been near a drummer this fucking amazing since ....i guess mike bordin FNM whose played with zep reunions and ozzie qns made prob more than any other drummer on earth- that was my first drummer the guy everyone says is the best rock drummer on the planet.......so ive been on the room with it, but never in a way that had talent like this at my disposel and i certainly dont take anyone in this band for granted they are all so dammed good and everyone is a star. and brilliant and no one wants to run away and be the front man. i wish it had a band name, cos its a weird thing to come all the way over here and get people 20-25 some who've never heard hey jude or heard OF fleetwood mac some who owned no socks and one pair of shoes, ( they all got plenty of clothes allowance! please im not an ass..) we 've had a big brother social experiment thats come off really well and took a break from each other for a few days and i miss my kids. gonna go chant and then rehearse and then get my hair done.

okay kiddies head on over to www.courtneylove.com and apply for tix i need 40 more of you, cos some of the people were like 40 something year old pervey girl band geeks and im so not interested alot were journos trying to scam their way in and no journos are allowed at this show, there also alot of photogs but im NOT putting up a barrier, so theyll have to live with you guys.

anyway that grazia i havent read it trust me , i trust my pr guy, i know its a little lame but i tried to insert buddhism and music and they just dont wanna know but hey if thin works it works.........

you SHALL BE INFORMED soon! just go apply if you havent and want to come to London and be there at 930 SHARP do NOT reapply as we know ip addys, and trust me, if your right you'll get an email and if your one of the random ones you;ll get an email in the next 18 hours.

love

courtney

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hey! NYC doors open 9 we go on 1030 !

and its free! juliet and tylersent me the people whp applied NYC off CourtneyLove.com, and we blindly picked abouyt 60 of you out of the baSKet, and then picked bout 100 of you just cos we liked trhe records you bought and the descriptions you made of your "style" whatver teh fuck thaT ACTULLY means!~ some opf you need ot fget gpng like the DC people n the Racine WI people I mean can you reaLLY get out here tonight by 1030 wout it costing an rm and a leg? particularly since as anyone who has ever heard that Wings b ootleg of Linda Eastman Mcartney doping back up vox caN ATTEst boy my fucking guitar playing needs ,,,,well lets justr call me speciAl needs guitarist for the next few weeks, And then ill be my fine assed old rythym self again, listen to thte end of l;oserdust tonite wich was a disaster in London i wanted Laudrey Macaroons and plaster cast walls and fab chandeliers and i got em and i also got the hurricAne swamop shittiest sound of y entire career, i mean Jimmyz Donut Shack in echo Park opening for Inxsane Clown Posse or Saigin Saloon or whatver hairt mETAL LATE 80s early 90s shite we opened for sounded better than that, the good news is that all of us haVE BEEN in shite indie bands( no off3nse to anyone IN it but i count the Chelsea as my shite note ven inide just shite band- energetically a total pack od wondetrful women, who i adore and NO PUHLEASE Samantha is most certainly NOT about Maloney, eeeek, it could be Savannah ort Am anda it just vfit that oparrt of the riff) so weve all played thur a hurricane, and you havent LIVED until youvce zeen teh fabulous Suzy Menkes who can make or break a designer with a penstroke Moshing inf ront of you while you kindly teastingly insult the fashinbistas while you yourself are wearinfg a 280,000 euros dress and trying to make it rock, i willgive thiso up fpor Ricardo, i love dthe way his couture show pkayed with animal anatomy the shearlings and the furs were sickening but fascinating with crocdfile spines cut into them, AND I TRUSt utterly my stylist Panos YpiaNIS, whose the bestr stylist ive ever had, and certainbly the best stylist ive had since Madge stole Arianne off me- whyP{aris? oh uh cos rthe soubnd onsatGE at the ruwe vendome atelier was better than Bushhall, but i her rhye room sound wasx just fine, we went thru the set almost busking it, excpet i forget HOW TO PLAY MISS WORLd!!!! AND IM ONNA KEEP FOPRGETTING COS IM NOT PLAYING IT IN THE MIDDLE OF SOHO AT 8 PM,! inf rontr fi the Mercer last bnight and i ended up smoking with Fran esco Clemente and firned G jones the first african american powertful socialite wich i just love, i think shes fucking cool too And i wanna put her in my top 8, i just dunno how, Clemente is coming tonight and i hope Julian Schnabel is too! and im inviteing Karen Klimnick and Elizabeth Peyton bioth whom iv e collected just cos i liked them and thier art has skyrocketed and this guy Tom Sacks who made CHANEL guillotine nd a prada toilet seat a Tiffany Glock Hermes hand grenade, genius, if im gonn have to get a gun someday i want it to be Tom Sacks Tiffany Glock the penultimate in socio politicaL disgusting luxury brand polaRITIES, i dunno how with age one become smore socially aware, but asd im danciing barefoot for these lovel;y people ( and Fr Voguie did offer me the cover the next day wich was fucking PAINFUL i mean it ACTUALLY WAS PHSYICALLY PAINFUL to have to pas son THAT but it would be career suicide fo rthr timing of the record- crikey what gal doesnt want the jewel in the dammed crown bible cover? i meaqn what vain gilr! and THAT VOGUE EDITOR is one of teh coolest hippest women alive! and Socailly aware and a positive deep energy and a good mother aand not at all bitchy or mean,shes allwarmth and positivity, believe me the3y come ina ll shapes and sizes when it comes to energy( speaking of eneergy the jewelry i keep wearing wich is the number 33 the most divine of all numbvers and the number 8 and 9 and sometime s 1 and 7 and all my chakras and all the good goddesses- from ap[hrodite to quan lin to athena comes from www.energymuse.com and theytre really reasonab;y [rices and im opbsessed wuth how i feel like wonder woman with thier stuff on even though it s just energetic protection like Young Living Oils wich ar ethe ONLY esential Oils mad eproperly nd purely with no carrier oils, they cure cncer , sicknesses and ailments mental and physical of all types i suppos eone goes to www.YoungLivingOil.com i dunno, i jknow i gave a suitcase startert to Stipe and now hje doesnt fgo mnstage without them without at least Whit eAngelica on = ot sbeen proven with Young Living that sone opf them roser an dHwelicrysum esp increaSE YR energetic electrical frield rom i forget the nymbers average human being has about 90-hz? something and the Rose and Hel;icyrum increase it to over 6-800- just givibng you mor epretenction and a bettert aURA, an d the ability to be safe allthi sis nonsense without chanting, includong imho yhe entior e12 step program, biut oive always lik ed my lotions p[otion s and dec or wethe rin my hom eor on my bod so im just sharing with yall the way iw ould zfirne dthe things that w[ortect me aND ALOS THE ANTIOXIDENT LEVEKL IN THE CKLOVE IS OFF THE CHARTS in th etansy and some of the other is 17,000 plus on the CHR scale woch measures antioxidents- dont think POM is gonna save you, or even green tea mor ethan breathing in the serious shit, thbe Young Living stuff i swear by it havent been sick in the soul dor the heart or the body sinc ei started usun g them obsessively)
with Hedi doibng ophotos and wearing ricardos genius anatomical and somehow visionary stuff and the nervous quivering that went around the atelier and did soundcheck in one of Hubert Givenchys OG hats that had been owned by Jackie Kennedy when she was Jackie Kennedy, it was foam crown with roses all over it and just ran aROUND throwing it up in the air and doing my exercise and yoga in it and i could sorta tell people were too polite to tell me to take that hat the fuck off, but i waS GENTLE WITH IT, and gingerly puy it baCK IN ITS little jewel box, ) i reallt rusted Panos( my insane off the charts geniu sstylist swich i havent even had one for 8 years as im too fucking picky and would rathe rlook like utter shit tha look half assed)
about Ricardo as ( and you all think i cant be a bitch these days...well get ready) Givenchy ha dbeen burnt to the ground by Julien Mcdonald- im sorry i lik ehim b ut i cant take it, and Boeteng who does cool thing swith the c olour orange but caN I P;EASE BE A BITCH? very rudely crashd a lovely mellow dinner iw as having with lovely movie star friends ( nope no clinky name drops puhlease) and it just didnt fit i bleive if i recall cvorrdctly he ws with Ryan Seacrest et al and it was all bad, nyway stats;
music biz is dying but fashion is thriuving beyond comprehensiuona nd couturwe shows lose tons of cash but it s about propgating the perfum,es nd the bags and th ebrand names to us out here- in the flyover states and getting us to walk around with LV on our asses and despite the fact that the personw ho designs LV is one of my favourite people on thi searth and a true inspiration as a human and as an artist, 40,000 children die everyday of starvation , 750 million people om th si planet today aRE DYING of poverty and startvation nd sinc eww2 theres been over 200 waRS most wich are stillbeing fouight iu n one way or nother approx 30% of all adults in the sub Saharan Part of AFRICA swazi land and Zinmbawe about up to 40% o fthe entor epop;oulation is HIV positive a very very small frCTion of thes epeople are recieving arvs ( anti retrio virals thats c ocktail of drugs wich staves off the HIV from becoming full blown aids) 10,000 humans jut slike you n dme die a day compl;etely unnecisarly because we just5 do not seem to value human life menahwil im dANCING ROUND INS A DRESS SOEM RUSSIAN OGLIGARCHS WI9FE WHO BOUGHT ALLTHE ELCTRUCITY IN NORTHERN RUSSIA IS GOING TO BUY THE DRES SIM DANCING AND SWREATIN G MY aSS off IN it shard to resolve th etwo- but when i look imn Marcs eyes or i look in Donnatellas eyes or i look in Rick Owens eyes or i look in Lagerfelds eye sthey are good people with good values and i like them very much , anyway who wants to hear about my social aware ness luxury brand nonsense presently= i just want yout o be awaare of the stats,and how insane this world is, and as Maroon 5 c heck into the hotel t the same time as id o and i have to stop mty 20 yr old Irish guitarist from banging "th etwats" ove rthe head with his guitar= hey i have to see tghose guys in my honmetown0- and ultimately they have to liv e with themlseves and the fact hat thye pretty much suck and they just do, im sir ethey make people lots an dlot sof money , bu t for young men who appear to have nice ebnergy and look ans seem fairly hip- i dunno i think id jump poff a bridge if i had to be in Maroon 5, hey thats just me an dim going by the hits, thres Buddha inside everyone and they im sure re bronging plenty of people plenty opf joy or energy= same w3ay friend of mine ois doing Celine Dion music this week,k itrs funny, but she seems very pleaSANT when ive net her- i just dont knopw how id apporach her as a stylist or a somngw riter or a PROducer or an artist to make something ( the dreaded word) "Cool" out of her and n ot yto drga UP OLD NONsense bu ti note alot of you guys on trhe site lik ele tigre and kathleens various"ghetto" bands, julie ruin etc, thats cool whatver, but be ware at least that as artful as she may be shes been in p[ossesion of far nmore income than i have and a Centurion Black Amex for a decade now due to living off Beastie Boy and haVING several homes( iblieve that includes th Hamptons, juts a thought!) and etc no tthat theres anything wrong with that, its just a teensy bit lame to me rthat she does thos sorta DIY VIBE as tghopigh she wA SPoVERTY STRICKEN stilldancin at Marys Topless( becUS EI did someone told me.
iwanst dabcing at Marys Topless in Ptown to be IRONIC or to empower myself in any sort of feminist manifesto manner and some one who shall not be name sin my band starteed in on tht nonsense about thier stripping expirience and i just was ...i sia d"bollocks fuc king bollocks you know thats what you told yourself but it was for survival and we both know it" to wich she had to concede - cos you dont show your ass etc IRONICALLY no matter how you try to be cerebral about it, no matter ho w much you try to feminista it its the showing of ones most private body parts for dollar bills and thats the bottome line) i really copuldnt give a fuck about Hannas Black aMEX ( CEP[T ID LIKE MINE BACK NOW PLEASE) having rec overed from having less than 2 k in my bank account in the badass 00-03 yrs,due to a mans money, who am i to really judge such things bu ti do not pretend optherwisre and theres a bit of crossover in th ehipper groups of yal;l at the website, hint; say you like stefani! now that prexsents ,e with real; dillema and challenge! "le tigre" fans i have to admit willalready buy the record as its got plenty of diy on it along with everything and the kitchen sink i was dthinking and douing an dbeing when we made it sup[ported by the genius of my in studio bAND and LP and Corgans guitar overdubs wich are on about ghalf the songs - actually mots arent as overdubs most were live during the take- thats neccesary to know becaude HOW we mad ethis re ord is a crucial thing no click tracks no pro toolks no fuax drums and very very few comp aand overdubs its genuine and live, but everynogght i p[;ay i learbn sooooo much about how to mix and what to mix and how to sequnce and whts too long and what yall like bores ya anfd what takes yr breathe way, etc, what maybes gotta go, etc
per the nightmare of 00 03 and $
it all WILL gte resolved and karmically and in the real woprld in this lifetime poeple willl go to jail and banks will pay me back what their loan officers and thier loaN OFFIC ers little consp[iracies stole from aND PUT me an d my family and Kurts mom and sisters through,hell hunger and animality with the greed and hatred and stregth of the scam of it all , id id the drugs but i can say with a straiught face i was driven to them, but i did do them. after the relaisation that this horror hAD OCCURED AND IT WILL NEVER EVER GO DOWN LIKE THAT AGAIN m a few criminals havr gotten in though weve done all we can to close any gaps, shcked to discover noone on my teams does background checks we now have in plac ethe very expensove but also wuite cheap certaoin hwood guri of paranoia anf stalkers who deals with rthe vipers nesta ndf shark pool io choose to live in, where lemme think......id say 1 operson in 100 is honest has rtaken stock of thmelwves and thier pwn chjaaracter flaws and learned much of anytthi9ng about compaSSION or taking responsibility for thier own lofe corcumstances and rtreatinmg people ina democratic polite manner- thy eend up going back to iowa or wherever if they dont catch on that the mist succesful people are in twop camps the evil ones and the good /great ones. i9m honourecd and happy im not friends""" with any of the evil ones anymore- everytime one uses ones fame or money for sex or power or vanity one loses topuch further and furtewhr with ones life force andf art. and everytime someone steals they are preppint their l;ife to becaome a thief and to be treated like a thief, i nicked something recently dont know why i just did it- i ended u[ [leading the massivce copr i had nicked the item fromt ot ake it back cos ,my karma was so intsant and so chaitic, cause and affect ius in every thing we do and everythinmg we are
ironic streange an dtwiusted it startyed before i was ever fucked up on driugs again, it startedc whn i was at the top of my game- but in Hollywood in the Business anyone whose thinking of givingt it a crack the reason my Karma has changed ALOT ( no totally ive had two thieves lazy liar no b ackgropund check nightmare raping my closet my cash and my home) assts ina row so the karma is stillthere but ist not coming from bnaqnks or Business managers becaUSE my lawyer is who he is and because h3 os poretrty much my best friend ( the lovel;iest man in the world with the most power and the best values and the sweetest energy aand a creative genius and a brilliant brilliant soul, i feel so lucky that we met or i wouldb t vbe playing of for anyone anywhere, theyd have bgotten me and broken my spirit nd i wouldve drowned and he put his baCK AGAINST the wall for me as have my PR man Mr N. and sxome people who iuve been connecting a reconnecting w/ like Trudie and Gwyneth= who i was so glowery and nasty and jealous of in this one infamous elvatior ride noerther me her or her childhood friend miss M. will ever forget how naSTY and dark my energy was ina fluffy robe and slippers ona fittingf or 200 cogarettes for 8 floors, damm what a BITCH i was, i just recall she had such a GLOW ABOUT her and the fact is its a genuine glow of kindness and self contentment and self esteem and c o0mpassion and to be jealous when someones raised that way and ha sthe fortune to be beautiful and pretty fuc king fabulous and dammed cool is just stupid, ive learned to embrace friends like that m ,like Stipe or my friend JUlie , my great biddhiust friend DaVID.who are kind and patient anbd lovely and infinite with me, or with anyone, fans aND people who feerl stupid asking for an autograp[h opr a ppicture and snappy is just so what i cant be and am not in 2007.l t coachella iw a standing with a movie star friend of m ine, and shes skinneor rtha jME and hasnt got an eating disorder either ( if id id id know duh, i hate being accused of it m, id have manic ep[isodes and OCD and im way too much of a pig to have an eating disorder- trust me- i ate 70 Laudrey macaroons SEVENTY from Harrods the other day. and m going to aparty afte rshow in soho tonit ejust becaus ethe girl works for Marc and brought back Laudrey macaroons from paris apparently a thousand, im so there.
the rose, the chenstnut= ioh god so divine......speaking of divinity back ot being NICE, whn eyouve and lets call aspaDE A SPADE shall we? had a massive downfall froka great heiggth of you dont learn alot about your own delusional behaviour arrogance and perhaps subcoinscious attitude and fear of money ( Suze Orman! paging Suze Orman...,.. iv eliteraally been trying to get Suze Orman to sit with me for YEARS and yearsk its one of the hardest things ive ever tried to do- it HAS to be MS OrmaN. shes female and understands the female fear of money and also not owning it....Iv emet every person you can imagine and gotten on with a nyone i wanted to but Suze dammed Orman wont or cant or i dunno im DYING To sit with MS ORmam its a DREAM< of mine in fact its a far bigger fr3eam at this poij t than even meeting Dylam or Patti Smith, im conviced Only Suze ORMAN CAN TEACH ME HOW TO PORTECT MYSELF IN A way i can pass onto others who get totally fucked at my income level and below and above, I mean one shpuld be ble to truts ones bank correct>? and failing that oner should be ab;e to trust that a Govt Institution for wich one pays half of ones oncome to willpritect one from the criome scommited against one? mAN IT REALLY can give one the BLURRY BLUES to not understand the Karma one has reate dand why one ihA SBEEN RIPPED OFF ZND HO WINE ARTH IN SMALLER WAYS IT CAN HAPPEN AGAIN, I JUST EXPIRIENCED A ROBBERY IN MY HOME AND WHEN I CALLED MY P[OLICE THEY TLD ME I LIVED NO TIN THE CIUTY I LIVE IN BUT IN ANOTHE RCITY TOTALLY UNEQUIPPED TO DEL WITHA CRIME LIKE THIS ONE BY HALF A BLOCK, they qwere just picking in me and bein g arses but crikey twhen you cant even callyour own cops topreport robbery? do you juyst let it go? when its heirlooms? i dont know i dont reALLY GIVE A WHACK RIGHT NOEW AND I DONT BELIEVE IMA VICTINM OF ANYTHING AND SOMEHOW THE KARMA LIES WITHI8N MY OWN ENVRIONMENT AND THE SYSTEMS NOT IN PLACE OT MNAKE SURE WE ARE SECURE ultimately teh fault must be mine
.ut creates fear and a hol eand weakness in our finacial karma, and i giess qwithout beatimng the sibjest to death and certainly not wnting to slander the lame ass ( hey my buddhims dictates that i NOT in any eay carry grudges, - anger- greed and foolisheness or wht we call the three poisons, so when i have negative feelings about someone and i wont give them the power of naming them, even the anon ymopis posters at various poison spots of toxin on the onternet wich i have gone on three times in over two month or however many times ive blogged i have someone else check my email its such energy suckAGE to hang about here n op iffense top thos eof you whop emnjoy social networking and finding cool music and go ! enjoy your klaxons! have a balst w your css! i love em! but im just not at thi spoint in my life gonn spean alopt of time here - when ive got wo0rk,k maybe in bed eating amcaroons watching bbc america- i dunno) but i do tend to chant for the total enlightenment and happiness of those who enjoy slandering and while were calling spades spades persecuting me, its impossibl eto persecute someone whose inner happiness is unshakeable, who has figured out that arrogance is preying on the weaknesses of others nd needing external validationa nd that confidence means you do your art for yourself and in an audience siutuation its JUST like SEX, we startedf with 60 people at aprivate home paris was 250 London wax 350-( my booking agent tells me we couldve easily done= wel;l im not here to brag = say su[ply and demand were not relative to each other in any way, the number astonished me of who was willing to pay,and ho wmuch to see me us play live, right now with no record and i was humbled and stunned and truly truly flattered, but it can be 40 people S LONG as im doing it for me and us( my gorge and fab and fucking genius band qich in my whol elife ive never ever been in aband so dammd good, and lov e that p[ats and mel and kristen and erlandson b ut my god Stu is a GOD of a drummer aqnd Liam Angelick can you fucking BELIEVE THATS HIS REAL NAME? sings like an angel and plays luike an angel and behaves like an angel, and works his fingers til they bleed, and im so honoured by his energy and patrizias and bethias and Mickos whose my little science project- the Irish really cannot drink can they? i mean hed tell you this himself so im not talking out of school= he damm well is a musical genius whose been playing Celtic m,ostly muisc froma famil;y of Celtic musicins from the age of four= he macd eme sob the wya he rendetred "f rop onc ein your life" in my bedroom ONE NIGHT= HI SPHRASING N TIMINg re so gfenius- and sometimes he gets a bit lucky charms bu tpaTO has alll that ARGEntian latina blood so she holds him down- and believe me ive got plenty of lucky charms blood in me so i want to go there but i have the best rythym sectiuon ive ever dreamnt of having-= for anyone who goes to music school illclue you in- go for a year year and half max if you wanna have real natural rock chops= any longer and they will destroy your soul, ive auditione dhundreds maybe thousands of people in my time and i n ote that thats a real piece of wisdom fromA rocker if you wanna play ins ome philharmonic ignore me- anyway have i been too erfratic? i need to chant now. seriousl;y no text chant chant chant, read some Lotus Sutra books , realis emy m,ission and my life state. my friend who cam e to NY with me had a little Gphonzon cal;led an Omamori one wears iot about ines neck, nd even thoiugh icve ben chaNTING whil etryping its not the same aS SITTING DOWN IN FRONT Of a gohonzon rtryong to get to th buddha lifestate where every impediment brings joy and other peoples happiness organically and naturally comes befor eryour own, and your job in tho slife no matter how big or "small" is value creation, to create value in all you do nd everywhere you go And evrty action you make= so maybe i dont particularly love Julien Mcdonalds designs nd maybe Kathleen is an image hypocrite- b big whoop- these are just my opinions,l well ablack card is a black card- it just signifies a type of bourgouise indetityt that if you have one ( and trust me im gettin g mine back thanks so much fo frWQORRYING about my black card- NOT)_ it just should in my perhAPS old school opinion be something you shamefully hide, youy rwelathy ! be a dammed good philanthrop[ist try to give at least 10% o fyour money and 80% of yopu rtime to alleviating misery and crrating value an d hAppiness in other peoples lives.
i hope your on time for the Hiro Ballroom, im spendingmny won dammed money on an onstage moniter system so we arent palying through ahiurricvane aGAIN, i wont even listen to London. yes i know it fucking ROCKED, but my guitar fuck ups are too senile to mention.
nam myoho renge kyo(ig your into m y Buddhist thing go to SGI.org. it works is all i can tell you- nam myoho renge kyo is the law of cause of effect you and your environment are the saME Thing noone is a victim-= i my caSE FOR INSTANCE THERE IS NO DOUBt that i have been the victim of a heinous conspiracy and larceny and robbery and massive id theft and crime and there is absopuloutly no doubt that no one listened to me and the FBI and DA and POlice in NY AND LA DID NOTHING TO HElp ,me, what could possibly be the benefit in that-= well i and my child learned lots abou tthe value of wisdom when it comes to money and perhaps the karma wich cant be guessed will be that in he fvuture govt agenciues and :the system" willeave me aalone in the good times as they left me alone in the bad,. and how did i attract thos group of people living in hell animality and hunger to me? - btw if in that life state please stay away tonight i can try to help you bu t its so small youll just affect us as a band- if your even in anger or rapture or tranquiility please do come-= i used to only get the kid son hell. hunger. animality. nd i still note some of that energy. and anger. wich is nt just about rage its abotu arragaNCE AND FPRIde and grudges aand fury and blaming me for i dunnio shit weather or my frien d taking the venuies bizzare wiertdness to my guest list personally while me and noel fielding wandered round with our mugs trying to get p[eople backstage= i had some peoplke obviously ina BAD LIFE condition who took it all so personallya SIF IT was all about them- its not even about ME , its about serving these new songs and seeing what ya l;l make of em, if you like em what needs to be mixed wich way wich sequences work, what can we whip out whats better the fuc ked up dirty girls 1 or the japnese purepop of dirty girls two? or both? its a discovery process and getting my seal legs and shit ive done what two covers of Guitar Player magazinr and i REALLY need to live up to that, anyway, like i sai dthi si slike SEX no mtter how huge the venue or teeny- of course one wants to be known for ones faNTASTICAL blow jobs, but one also wants to get thiers out of a good shag correct? playing little or a big rock show is the exac t same - i wan t to make yall happy but i need to please myself and work out my own shit and my band neds to be as one, if im gonn a change bands and fucking "brands" o yall and persoanl.ly prove a Yoda type friend former manager absopuloutly incorrect about calling something Hole when Hole was a momnent in time an d is no longer Reelvant and of COURSE band name is prefertabl;y to ones own- rht way when one is beiong discuyssed by kids , grown ups, insidersk journos, scnesters, hopusewives, View Obvseesives- lik emyself.---- just a Bev Hills fuckin Soccer mom, wich is c ertainly part f who i am, but in any case i KNOW i am right and that Hole is a past thing-=an im sure you will all agree to that onc eyou see this band live its convienent to havce a band name so people esp my weakest demographic wich is gues hwo! heterosexual under 22 yr old males! BIG SURPISE THERE! havig opened for Metallica i can say they arent so bad, but man are they hard for a chick to crack, fhm? maXIM? naaaw, yall figure ot out or grow out of blaming me for the bad weather, or green days career chopices etc.
its conveninet for Reznor to have "NIN" cos that way one can think of Reznor aqs "nin" even if it was just stil antony and flea theyre the core of the p[eppers, but eric and me willjust not do this again its the wy it is and this is so un rock and roll it ultimately comes cdown to
"religiuous" reasons- my buddhist sect dont get along with his, but mor ethan than that its about a mpment int he ninet ies that n longer exists so s much as oid love to hve aband name so hetero young males could say " o like the band hate her" and id o understand why and how that works, this band is a s cute and good an dim almost embarsed to own my own name with band this excellent, micko liam patrixzia bethia an dthe best drummer on fuckin earth stu, its been such a gretsa social experiment mor eto come later- well eave 50 tic kets at the front for give way at 10 pm, so theres 50 spares. tthe hiro ballroom, dont ask me where it is,we go on at 1030 sharp. i gotta chant i just erased about twop hours of a bunch of p[ersonal matters that i have no interest inc omplaining explaining or sharing with yall. cos its juts tabloid nonsnesne nd whos ethis race car driver im sypposed ot hbe havinga thing with? never met him/
okay.
seeyall tonight.
i heart NY!
sweetness and nam myoho renge kyo blessings and protection from allya ;lls shoten zenjin and a benevolen tuniverse remeber life is 90 [percent perception if not more 10 percent your own reality- and it doesnt matter whart anyone says aboput you as lobnga s you feel good abou tyourself!


per black cards- etc- im sure noone cares abotu my opinions about wealthy peoples habiuts or imges i just nited such a crossover in the tix questions hint; if you REALLY wnna get my attention be a Stefani fan! tht c hallenges us! not to be mean ot her or anyone i negr band but its so the opposite of me- ive seen lots of that crossover and am for whtever reason more prone to try to win you over to the3 side of thos eof ius ewho are disaffected and a little marginilised and apossibly have been fuc ked ove rand not popular and allthat stuff, tho in relaity iv e lways been popular i guess, ive just chosen to mrginlise myself t times, ive chos4n to make myself ugly sometimes, ive chopsen to trhow my lot in with underdogs, its a choice an d you can make it both ways as long as you g uive yourself the room to make it and dont get stuck beong mnarginilised and dont get stuck not bveing able to navigate the real world an dhinourable nic epeople! nd nopt get stuck in apathy and social iun awareness ima ll for the luxury brand culture as l;ong as we give back and as long as peiple unde3rstand that we get out what we put inm period, end of story there are no free rides or lucky breaks! theres delusion and theres Enlightenment, aND I HOPE you can jpoin me and my firneds and family and etc on the latter path, becaus eits harder but oh my god so much more worth it!
rock ouit bitches!
corks

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MensajePublicado: Sab Ago 11, 2007 9:59 am    Asunto: Responder citando

Otro testamento en el que ya avisan, desde un principio, que está redactado horreeeeeeendamente....

Cita:
14 jul 2007

nyc wtf?Warning, horrific spelling and grammar per usual!
Estado de ánimo actual: extasiado

TO EDI TTHIS BLOG WOULD TAKE A CENTURY SO TAKE WHAT YIOUC AN OPUTTA IT, I JUST READ IT FOR EDITING AND ITS A DISASTER POSSIBLY THE WORST SPELT BLOG EVER BUT YOUY GET THE GIST AND MY WRITING IS CRYPTIC ANYWAY THATS HOW I LO0OKL AT IT-= I AM NOT A TRAINED PROFESSIONAL TYPIST.


WE ARE PLAYIN THE ROXY THE 17TH GOT TO WWW.COURTNEYLOVE.COM REGISTER AND OR JUST REQUEST THE TIX WE PICK 100 RANDOMELY FOR LA AND 100 SPECIFICALLY BASED ON YER RECORDS AND STYLE.

BRIEF IS GOOD, AND HONEST IS VALUED.



HOPE TO SEE YOU AT THE ROXY AND ONE MORE THING IM AWARE AS I EXPLAIN BELOW THAT NYC WAS AN HOUR LATE , NO TMY ISSUE, I COULDVE USED AN EXTRA 15 MINUUTES BUT WOPUL;DVGE LIVED WOUT IT I THINK TH EPUBCHING BLODDY PEOPLE FRENZY ENERGY OF NYC MADE IT AN HOUR.

IN LA WHEN THE TIME IS REVELAED AND IM GUESSING HERE 10 MAX ITS 10. ILLBLOG FOR SURE THE TIME, IVE LEARNE DTHATHE HARD WAY AND IF YOU ARENT PREPED TO WATCH THE WHOLE SET NO MATTER WHO YOUARE AND ARENT THERE ON TIME IVE GOTA SAY TOUGH, THESE SHOWS ARE ABOUT US TOO AND WE NEED YOU THERE ON TIME FOR THE WHOLE CONTEXT.
I COULD BE INCORRECT ABOUT THE TIME PEREZ OR STRYKER AT KROQ WILL LET YOU KNOW ON THE DAY, OR I WILLRETURN TO BLOG THE EXACT TIME THEN THE DOORS LOCK.
NORMALLY I WOULDNT CARE SO MUCH, BUT THESE SONGS I NEED TO KNOW WHAT WORKS AND WHERE AND THATS WHY I PLAY WITH THE SET LIST. IM SEQUENCING AS I GO. IM CUTTING AND EDITING AND BASING THINGS ON YOUR ENERGY WICH YOU HONOUR US ALL WITH. SO ROCK ON AND DONT BE LATE AND LA IS ALL ABOUT NOT BEING LATE IN THE SLIGHTEST!
CLC
READ ON AT YOUR OWN RISK.
PS. I DO NOT DRINK. I DO AND HAVE NOT TRASHED A HOTEL ROOM IN MANY MANY YEARS AND MY SEX AND PERSONAL LIFE IS BELOW THE RADAR DISCRETE, I WOULD NOT BE PHOTOGRAPHED WITH THE PERSON I AM INTIMATE WITH, SO STOP TRYING TO GUESS AND JUST ROCK WITH US.
THANKS SINCERELY FOR YOUR ENERGY LOVEL;Y FLOWERS AND KIND GIFTS. AND PLS KNOW THAT I DO NOT ENJOY PLAYING THE OLDER SONGS TOO MUCH, IM IN THEM WHEN IM PLAYING THEM , BUT SOME OF THEM UPSET ME TERRIBLY, I DO THAT FOR YOU AND IF IT COMES DOWN TO THAT I SHALL RETIRE BECAUSE I SAID THOSZE THINGS TERRIBLY WELL AND PLAYED THEM FOR YEARS, ITS NICE THAT YOU LOVE THEM, TERRIFICALLY SO, BUT THIS IS ABOUT MOVING ON WITH MY HEART AND LIFE CONDITION, THE SONGS ARE STILLTERRIFICALLY DARK AND NASTY AS THAT SEEMS TO BE MY FORTE, WHAT COMES OUT, YOU JUST HAVE NOT HEARD THEM ENOUGH YET THAT THEY EXCCITE YOU WHEN THEY COME ON, ALL ARE ACTUALLY TECHNICALLY BETTER THAN THE OLD ONES.
REMEMBER THIS RECORD TOOK A YEAR TO MAKE FOR ME THE GUYS AND LP, AND CORGAN TOO, HIS GUITAR PARTS, (33 DAYS FOR HIM) AND WHATS ON THIS RECORD IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THERE.
ALTHOUGH I IMNAGINE YOU DONT MUCH CARE "HOW" THIS RECORD WAS MADE, ITS AMTTER OF WHAT IS VISCERAL FOR YOU, AND ID LIKE FEEDBACK ABOUT WHAT SONGS AND LYRICS AND BITS AND PARTS YOU LIKE, IT WAS MADE IN A VERY OLD FASHIONED VERY VERY TOUGHWAY, IN A WAY NOONES MADE A RECORD ( EXCEPTING THE WHITE STRIPES WHO DONT AIM QUITE SO HIGH CRAFT WISE AND ARE FAR MORE PROLIFIC THAN I AM) WHO WAS A VERY WELL KNOWN PERSON IN ALMOST DECADES, NO PRO TOOLS, ALL TUBES, NO COMPUTERS, VERY VERY FEW OVERDUBS, THAT TAKE OF PCH TOOK 54 TAKES AND THAT VOCAL IS MY VOICE 54 TAKES AND THOSE THREE GUITARS ARE THE 54TH TAKE AND THAT PIANO PART IS THE 54TH TAKE AND ITS "LIVE" IN A VERY OLD SCHOOL WAY, WICH MEANS NOTHING UNLESS IT PERSONALLY MOVES YOU SINCE YOU ARE THE IMPORTANT PERSON IN THIS EQUASION.
IT WAS NEITHER WHIM NOR CONTRIVANCE THAT CREATED THE FORM USED TO MAKE THIS RECORD, IT WAS LITERALLY THE ONLY WAY I COULD BE IN THE MOMENT AND JUST LIKE I DID THREE MONTHS OF VOX ON C SKIN AND WHAT WAS USED WAS 98% THE VERY FIRST GUIDE VOCAL TAKES SINCE THAT WAS WHEBN I CARED THE MOST ABOUT THE SONG ITS THE WAY THAT WORKS FOR ME. THE MICROPPHONE KNOWS IM ACTING , IMA "ONE TAKE WONDER" THAT WAY, ON THE TAKE WHERE EVERYONE HAS THE VIBE IS IN THE POCKET AND THE MOJO IS CRAWLING THATS THE ONE MY SOUL GUTS OUT ON.....PER THE REST OF THIS BLOG ITS BARELY ENGLISH.
PT 1 OVER
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bootlegs are wierd the only time i gop online is to blog on this my space woich juliet you are free to bring oiver to m,y site as its mine and i own it, anyway i dont know i told all myf riends an dyou too to be there 1030 sharp because weve been allabout goping on time and i was told 1030- then there was one of the mopst remarkable technicaL PVERSIOGHTs in my entire career- the oplder dudes whove done hgouse sound from, SIR a jillion times forgot to TURN ON THE SUBWOOFERS. so i beeged for 15 mopre minutes to figure out why the hell a real band wich would be moine sounded like a trebley backing band to an american idol songbird, tweeters are the hiogh end and woofers tge low but sib woofers are the bass and the toms and kick growl and i rtold stu the truth= chicks just do not end up with drummers of his strentgth and aptitude- whatver that fguy nedsx to keep him happy - wich sinc ehe has a farm on tghe Isle of Wight and just nothing fazes him - isnt to hard- hi sintetion is just to play cdrums and imA bit of a dudem, im thinking and i think im right abou tthis we need obne more Samantha level ro0kc ballsy song - even though has that fine razors edge al;mist cheeze but not bridge wich quuickly turns ballsy= mne and pete wrote one "car crash" wich wqe doid at studio b when LP was prepping for her biog and hey i aint getting in any trouble again so no fucking names- boy punk band stuff wich is v impiortamnt to gher= thres no stopping it those szpotty hetero boyz are gonna gop insane whern they find oput shes doing thos band- what they dont kno wi sthat LP can rock out with her cock out like nboones busioness and it took her a good haerd lkong gtime to crAwl back from one hit wonder land- she was fucking SMART not to give me "Beuatioful" and fo erthe first and klast time ever i BEGGED for another persons song- it wAs a rock song with an almost Bowie esque arrngement-= b ut she wasnta bout to have me taKE IT to the top fo kroq sxhe gave it XtinA and saved what was consioderewd a dead duck from her dirrrrty self. she saew through the nonsense and saw that xtina ha DTRHE FUCKing pipes to help[ LP acvquir eteh power and to mak ethat songa manistreamclassic remember my favourite quote about msuic comes from t bone Burnett " The American Music Business has perfected the art of sellijng music to people who hate it" add to that that the average americvan buys 2.6 records a year at chriustmas mind youm, for 280 million people whose favourioter amnd best sellimnfg maghazibne is by galaies and oceans TV Guide followed by a long drop and Readers Digest and yes this is factual yall kno wi love my data- "Modern Maturity" and the loooong drop and then Redbook/Mccalls/Good GHousekeeping= the Rolling Stones an dvogues And Vanity fairs are waaaaaaaaay teh fuck at the bottom- sales wise and rich folks or wanna be rich folks tend to buy em. "tastemakers" ius what theyre called. lemmings? naw well anyway we were slobs ijn NY it ddint help that yal;l bootleg so fucking much and i cant sing if theres 20 emo kids screming every ,yric to every bnew song so if you were there and you saw me take a few steps back it was cos i wanted my space and noooooooo you were not whoever you are taking mty doodads off my gifted new Marc flamenco en pointe patent shoes- yall leave my doodads alone, NY is swierd to this day people tell mne that the Bowery nightmare was one of thie rfavourite shows ever= i could nopt sing at all, i was probably going to be dead within 24 hours- i had been arrested for NOTHING the night previous ( there were no mike stands at the club i was accused of hurling a nioght stanbd at so the charge wzA sphsycially and totally impossible it was cos those cops had seen me do my coochie dance for letterman and just wanted to nail my ass- a true witch trial frnezy if i ever saw or have been in one or 9- but hey i took it on the chin and noone4 as is aid in the other days blog willkarmically or within thge justice system get away with what they did to me) a personc Ame backstage who iw ant3d to punch- hard= lots an dlots of tim es- coming up to me telling me he was SGI now-= well bitch then chant to pay me back allyou stole and chant to tell the FBI all you diod to facilitate a conspiracy and then get back to me-= sgi great opj n ya- oit doesnt expiate what you diod to me- or the fact that my friends couldnt get bvackstage but somewhere ibn my karma this bitch got backstage and just sat there looking like id be nice to him because hes a buddhist now-= i think 12 step mifght be a good first pl;ace for him before he starts claiminfg hes a votary of the Lotus DSutra cos ive not recieve3d any amends letter- but i let it go= and di my job and refused to take one solo picture cfor Rolling stione or anyone else- this story is about 6 people livinfg under one roof working 12 hours a day this opart if the story and we werre shambolic as fuck onstage patro played one song ina d tuning- wich is maybe one of the worst things you can do, Nirvana used to thier whol;e set in d tuning - d tubning is greta fo r low sabbathy songs- or its a pussy way of saving your voice= and yes i made some possibly gtoo szelf denigratinmg comments about my age- but if im o0ld flea amnd antony aRE 5 years older and kravits is 2 and Grohls about to be my age and billys my age-= so whatever- i just happen tp be female- i do need to get back to exercising = i havce movie star friends who are known fvor rthier small bones and perfectly sxize szdsrro bodies and perfectlyt symetrical features who work out tewoice a day for 3 hours all in, keep it unsaggy babe- biut ivce been sworking so hard iots really my wrists and up[per arms ovce been working on spendin g 6 years in my bedroom my muscles my guitar muscles are a little wopnkly anbd for anyone at the ballroom you may ave bnotiuced that i simply stopped as my amp stopped wporking entirely and have to thank the lovely randy who atthe lats minute when i fired a guy for reraSONS BEST LEFT fvopr me to know paul ill and rtandy and a crazy bitch whoxs ehystericvAlly funny a taoal grump and a really hard worker who ghot punched in the face abn dhogtied by cops the opther nbight diue to thier being whaT 5000 PEOPLE ina libne for a 500 person ballroom, thmes good stAts we were doing our hair( thew girls) way up in that ugly crazy building and couyld seeyou all for blocks, it was wild-= i told my peeps top go get bvoys wiuth skateboards and giurls whow ere into stefani, no offense to truyew fans i just felt like a challenge- if someone sreally into stefani to me that says they dontw anta nty trouble in thoe rlives, want very mucbh to be p[opular abnd accepted, wnatto be trendy but niot dangerous, and the idea of forcin gthat waznna be popular girl to face the fear cdoes somethin for me./plus im startinga clotyhing line this year too, just higher end and the lowerr end wont be about a font. i wouldbnt do that iu fond that crass somehow= a sportsac ten times the prio ce because it has ther same cuddle bear sweeetoe pie sign off that Rossdale used to sign hios letters to me with in a Times Courier font ? maybve its me, i know perfeume has a 800 -1200% profit markup so if one "brands" oneself well enough one can cash it in big an d hard by selling a perfume wethe rone gioves a shot about the smell opr not- kudos to madge for forgoinmg that , because nop way hads she not been asked. L.A.M.B. heh, well look its not fo rme to judge- im far mior eonteretsed in amazin g lingerie enyways and if i design a bag itll be fabulous and the bag ( like my giles for Mulbery one he gacve me iots like if youve seen this bag itsx the best damnmned bag! its got an s and m whip onm the side and func tions as an anti rapist kit as well as justt he coolest bag i was almost total;ly bourjie an dbought meself the highe nd Birkin in Paris and said fuck it- Lagerfeld let me have as many bags as i wanted and i couldnt heklp thunking about the artist TOM Sachs( sioc) and his lifesizeChanel Guiiltoine, his Prada toilet seat, his Hermes Glock, his real functining Tiffany hand grenade) i dunno when o9t comes to Luxury Items i am soooooo torn but back tyo MY day job wich iof i do design clothes with Clare La Faye they wiull be both of us designing and beuatuflly rendered- im wearing one of out cdresses in Grazia, we get 20s and 30s dresses and spme treens and remake them- those dresses prese4ntly cost about 3-5000 to make so if we sell high its simply to cover costs and to make enough to pay for the next batch- i mneed to send clair to a textile show in Iowa so werte nbot getting ripped and gicv eher alot of cash but sio far shes done alot of the designing- i gave hert an iozssie clarke book and we took things we liked oiut of ossies drawings an dhe had celia birtwell doing his fabrics wich is why i went nbuts ine very celia birteweel piece in top shop, but the thin me( all the girls in thi sband are size 0 wich is terriufying) that marcx dress Patrizia was wearing was amazing for a 5'1 sex machine midget who can play bass as good if bnot better than Kristen( rip) never having hirecd music school people i have three in this band all swent for no more than a yewar and two were expelled-= like i said word from the ise on this, music shcool for rock is useless but i took one semenster of music theory in college and i ue it daily- and 2 weeks of recording engineering throy and use it daily-= any lomnge rthan a year and it destroys any natural taklent a person has - and thats NOT an opinion its juts a fact, drop out!
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was i wiritinga bout ny? rock show? oh yeah so no sub woofers a remarkable an dinsane oversxight then the d tuning thiung happened and ive cut down a verse in stabnd up npthetrfucker wich i oparticularly liked and cut doff az verser on how dirty girls get clean 2 and we like the chorus in dirty girls 1 it sounds like little japanese girls singinga pop song but live trhe whol ething doesnt fly so well= npo waty was that show slick- it was oretty shambolic, i wasnt as smilinmg and gracious as i have been despitre warm and sweet vibes from everyone waaaay ott in the front and a more nethisiatic reception from the ny media elite thAN iw ould haveever expected- excpet somehow new york magazine got a stringer in , theyve done NOTHING tha leaST 16 YRS but fucking nasty personal attacks on me- even one sign of a puls eort attention top thew work ZAnd iowupldnt mind a few stitch ups them abnd that dagnasty who gives a toss free seattle paper the name long sinc eslipped my mind, really just venal. i have no idea what waxs written since my publicists are who rthety are reviews have been banned this is no t open season these are humble little shows theyre mpre for us than ( sorry) fopr yall, i justt hionk we need another smantha abnd thier happens to be one "Car Crash" wich maybe wellrehearse gtopmorrow and illwerite a new bridge lyric for sicn ethe other lyric is used up, bu tit has not been LP'ed so its good but it aint yet great- zshe will perform her miracle surgery on it if sxhe likes it, wich she does iot was between SAmantha and Cracrash and we only had time for one due to hert shcedule and us fellingw eonly needed one- loserdust is a cute lirttle pubnk song and how dorty girls get clean 1 is a nic efuck you song but i wanta bomb thge place rock song, drag that last bitof real angst out of myszelf ( a siof it ever actually leaves) yopu know what i hate? i hate crying duringa song. it happens Alot, and i cant control my voice, i dont liuke singinmg iold KC era songs sometimes cos hes on there and it upsets me, its bnot 1992, and hes gone and i just dont l;ike being distrunbed by his ghost onstage, i know yall like thozs esongs so i do em, but youll like these plenty and then some when youve heard em on the radio enough and then i can reapporch the ltt and c skin ( i refuse to do a thing off as, maybe its to do with uits miserable falure sales wise or its horrifc cover art or the fact that a very very very bad person spent alot of my money bringing nad musicians in and out from that frnwech chateua youc ant ALMOST mazke exile, thats like almost winninga hourse race or al;most being pregnant you either do or you dont and botgh LP{ amnd me have a srious aversionb to rthat record i thin k yes there are 4 good songs on it and soem really good lyrics but iu shiudder a tthe thought, yikes of the bad ones, aND SINC EI SEE each record as a concep[tual installment where3 every song is opart of a story on every record despite downl;opading wherein records shopuld almost be complilatiuons these days due to the downloaDING thing i cant help it if when iw as little things like Ziggy Stradust and Tommy - sortra im not big on the who- and the wAZll made an impact ion me and the emton record-= oh yeah goodbye yellow brick road- they were l,ike stories big long bedtime stories- wioth very little filler buyt each song re3klated to the bnext and thats always goign to be my aeste3tic- i amy evolve and have evolved ads a amuysician and a lyriuciost but im not going to lose a few things i may lose alot of pounds but im bnot goping to lose my guitar for a who;e showp those few as shows wherein i did not play guitar and that was the woirst band i ever had nopt indiviuallyas people they were allovely but as a whole as a fiv headed beast and theres NO denying whoever you are however crass and cync ial yopu may be that THIS band is the best band ive ever been in, bar none, i haVENT HAD A drummer like this since mIKe Bordin from FNM who is technically considered one of the best druymmers on earth and sonc eone drunk night in rio p-l;aying with grohl = although Kirt was a drummer and wrote that famous drum intro to teen spirit- and we allhave the rehersal tape3s to prove that- theres n o denying the guys a good drummer- stu is fucking SICK, and he hasd great intuition and anyone tried to kidnap him from the rock world theyre going to get a bollo0cking from me , szo itw as shambolic and iw as slightlyt afraid of the crowd they wanted to watch me die= thaTS NEW YORK AND IM NOT GOINT O DIE. not in the riock n roll ways were all used to abnd at the bowery i was dying and if you have ahard time with eme not dying then go the fuck aZway and find a volunteer stupid enough to tak ethat suckers route- im here to create value even if the somgds are about sex and deatha and deathly sex and horrific sexuyal deatha nd ruigs and poverty and perverities of allsorts, thats just my heart my beating bleeding back heart qwich i would never if i tw as 40 400 or 40.000 not leave on the stage, but yall willnot have my death , yall cannota ndwillnot havethe satisfaction of the thing, to even compARE THE TWOP shows teh bowery and the other n ioght is perverse- i cdont stage dive, hey im not sayting i never would, i might and i dont show my tits and i dont cut myself and i rarely curse m or ethan wehn im onstage for some reason, i dxont read my press, i just know who after allthese years is after me and whop willgive me a shake, if i blow it thats my frault, but someone told me new york mnagazine had got in and i just said please do0nt speak abnother word, thetyre so orrelevant noone reads it and its so transparent, until the regim e there changes they wiull always have an agenda and it is sexist and ageist and lame, if one daY THEY GAVE me the greatest review in the world i still woildnt read it- b ut these shows are reviewless for a reason, if iw as ellinfg tix at Wembley then im fair game, b ut if your being let in your being let in off the website mostly= we play the 17th atthe roxy and kudos to Kurty fo rthos one it hasnt been done since-= im r emoving allthe tables aqnd chairs fropm the venue - im NOT tryin g to court the weasals id onty need them- after Stipe,.Bono, Eltona nd David , Sting and Trudie have all told me to put my miomney wher emy mouth is, i dont NEEED or WANT a majpr label sitiuation where id have to spend a fortiune in my own money aqnd like i wrote on salon.com all thos eyears ago i know better- what so i can impress my "parents:" that im on Warners? all oif the names i just dropped except EJ are owned like slaves for life-= iof iwas really truly impressed b vy the passion of someones desire tyo market this rec ord and put thioe rmoney wher ethie rmoputh is in this downloaDING age and environment where frances has to explain to me how in the hell Linkin Park who are almost my age can sells o many cds so fast to people who download, i ahcve a nioce six months befiore im putting anything out for consumption ancd to get tight as fuck and NY when i rtealise4 dthe room was so erratic people punching each other and in my space and etc i just reclaimed my power and focused ons tu and bethioa and liamn and micko and pato and mad eiot almost intoa reheardsal raw and scruffy and workimngt some shot pout it may have beena hugely impiortangt xshow for all i knopw im nbot oputting any value on these shows other than i hope yall lik eit, and real fans get in and new people who would never dream of liking me get in, and gropwn ups and little emp boys and girls and womyn my age in juicy tracksuits and the heterosexual under 23 males who like slayer get in its the whole mas sof humanity , ion just a few spots, and theres nothing sw4rong with lining up around the block sonc eove reserved about 100 tix for yall taht do do that for marie and others to chooze and pick based on whatever mood im ion or shes in wich sounds almost arbutraryt but its not thertes a method to my madness,. i like a mixed room cos id hate just to polay the oldies, i do it cos like i jkeep saying its just like sex dont you want o known as giving the most fantastical blowjobs ever? but dont you also wanna get yours? i now i do, last time i actually wen t there and ill keep thi sbrief not so long ago- at this point in my life i wasnt ads concewrned with my rreopuation for fanatstical blowjobs i was actaully more selfish than that and this wasd age appropiate best in show at his job on earth ( by the wAY Noel fieldiing is one of my BEST FRIENDS- we did not tash any room at any hotel on thios earth wich ive been hearing - i n fact thje after party was not in my lovely room iowch i respect that hortel far topo much tgo trash a room- and they kindlty had tons of ashtrays- someone who shgouldve known better sat on an antique table ina lovely room and they willb e getting the billas theyt are a very wealthy singer and uk comedian they kno wthat that is a theatre hotel and nopt to l;eran on avery antique table, aLso dont take under 20 irish people and stick them inb an "honesty" bar with every kind of fabulous whiskey every made,. bu they thats another tale, i did stuck fgor a massive bill in th e 20 minutes it t0ok me to change and throw opn some makeup in my lovely and very tidy room, and then i see this guzzling and simulatornsly hear this nasty crunch and iw as pissed- the english economy blows i do get that but show sxome respect these were well to do very famous people a biut older hey alot older than 18 year old guzzlers wich i covered and stopped the bvooze flow on, but grwon up multi miullionare former shaggers and famed majopr label songbirds know better than to siot on a 17TH cebntury lovely table- maybe it was the kid energy in the room, dammed love rat. poo. i am not major lable but lets say that oartyy was a major lable party id stillhave opt pay for everything so its cleaner me just oaying for the guzzlingt and the crunch than a major lable billimng me withg allthier balck math and shellac brekage deductions a year later and i like clean, ima big fan iof oit nopt ot day iom not quit ethe pig hey one need only look at my writing or my bacjkstage area to know i make a huuuuge mness to gain personal space, but in any case the crunch cost, and dearly, i went aroubnd making sure all was well and not tattling on the table leaNers, cos THAT wopuld have been surekly the sun and the mirrors tAle. id rathe rhav ethen making yp nosnesne now who is this rtacecar driver? nwever heard of the guy, Juliet my websmitress was asking me if i was having siome affair with someone iove never heard of and then theres the reality show guy- yikes reality rtaod is one i just dont go down and ye si am drinking ensure it has 250 cals in it and im not going to explain or cpomplain but i reAlly really really do not hasve an eating disorder- tyhosxe who saw the beginning of this at MWR recall i said this was an sthroplicigakl experiment - and knowing you cant fiot anything szent for free is a fucking nic efeeling, illsay fucking a nice, i dont kno who wmuch longer illkjeewp going but i wont go back to us 8 , dont lik ethe way i get treated at that totallty normal sxexy size, az 4 or a 6 is fine, my priblem is i NEVER think im fat! i ALWAYS think im fabulous, wich i hope all of you can relkate to and the MOST annoyibng thing to me other than people lookin ove r4my shoulder or touching my hair is when wopmen staret talkinmg about beiong fat or thiercellulilte im a dude man, i cant even discuss that stuff, maybe im just such a dude ium gay? no ummm no. hey also i heaRD THAT GUY from Blue i s all kiss and tell, what a biog mouth, i never have kissed and told on him and if i havent in him you can imagine who ui havent an dnever will on, crikey rarelyd o iu jmentiuon my ex fiancee for four years exc ept in abemoabning soprt of man that bgot away way but personal issues ? never ever ever, im shocked it s so ungentamnaly, if what i hear is true, but possibly its not= as far a ds my body = im eithert too fat or too skinny so just shut up abvou tit and as far as rock n roll thats what i love and if werte not super slick right nopw= GOOD i dont wanna be- reclaim your space wherever it may be and stick with it- get yourself comfy witha stage small opr big and just be and go with the flow oif i wa suopthere thinkiibng about that massive line and tiny space or how the fuck that ass got top my bacjstage or the super duper never tyoorich or thin media elite or the emo kids who ve been bottlegging everytghing ( i aSKED cfor it, not5hin i can do but go w ithth fklow an dmajke sure wto hold a few things bacjk that yall never have heard) oranything othert than focusing on my kids, and beinga band not a backing dammed band but a real band wich happend to have my name on it- biut so did neaio ypung withc razy horsde3 fop ryears and i just choose this road- i gotta say calling ones record zeitgeist might be asking for it just a teensy bit- but that guy has saved mne from death twice and you wont heafr me sday a word against him, i just am not an asshole and it cannot be fun for him - ive given myself the ben kingsley anthony hopkins challenge i hear about these things and im knowklegaBLE ABOUT WHo my enemies are in th e media and they are few,. but ionce youve had as iusaid last blog a fantastical dfownfall when you get back up you have so nmuch to teach others that you didnt in your delusional failsafe bubble and although flying coach is not an option for me - just cos i have learne3dc that cheap is something i can do ins ome places and cant do in others in these few short weeks-= if i end up in coach i will live- just lijke no subqwoffers im not bollovcking anyone= they can bollock themseklves or crunchy 17th century tables by fromer lovers and whoever their fucking l;atekly illjust nicely send the bill- yopu gotta change your attitue to suit the time of your life and the palce you are at i thought id never haver frie3nds again that noone would ever care that id bever wrote saongs again that id never do films or make records again that id never have a good band allthe worse stuff that my child wouldnever respect m,e againa nd be damaged dfror life by the thefts and by what the thefts drove me to, and due to vchanting and my Biddhist opracticde and my wonder woman energy muse jewelry and my magical young living oils wich ZArew fairly nonsensicla but people sewear theyve cuyred cancer with Young Living and if crytsals do have prote tivce power i certaobnly bought the lot in NY cos of the marc t shirt i had to pick one necklace to stay, i kept 33 on ion paris with couture aas its the most divine nukmb er in the dsystem but i kept 8 on in ny, you have to go to energy muse.com and read why i cant expolain it that quickly waht 8 means..... but when it got down to it id rathe rhave an 8 person or an 8 thing around me, iwant thier 11 the second most divine number- now think im ajkook about my california bananas hippie shit al;l one wants but between doing the 12 steps and really studyiing my soka gakkai shit and rteally putting my heart abnd my spul into mny practice, of nam myoho renge kyo- allthese things came back top me better than they ever had before -= my friendships are depper= my daiughter is more than fine- my finances are stable EXCEPTING THAT I REALLY NEED SUZE ORMAN TO EXPLAIN TO ME ALOT OF THINGS THAT HER BOOKS AND TAPES DO NOT-= I AM TEERIFIED THAT IT WILLAHPPEN AGAIN IF GOD FORBID SOMETHIBNG HAPPENS TO MY PROTECTOR AND I OBVIOUSLY HAVE SOME KARMA THATS ALLOWING SO0ME BAD SEEDS IN NEVER AST THE FIDUCIARY INSIOTUTION LEVEL OR THE HIGER LEVELS BUT AT THE LOWER END- THE ASST END, THERES BEEN A break a dark sort iof clouyd stillhangs in that opaert of my house. ive just been robbed in fact for alot of precious, irreplacebele items but in this case we are pressing charges, its n ot 2002 AND PEOPLE CANNOPT DO THAT to me , ever ever again. i wont ecven get into what happened wshen oi called my local p[olice and they scoffed at me and how emnraged that got ,my l;awyer, my lawyers and my protectors. are all on it,l so i feel secure but why does it happen still? straigfht up stolen from me. i dont even want to share what as iots beyond insane, and pretty terrible, but its not 02, ands noones gettin away with anything noone FROM 02 is gettin away with anything statutes take a loooong time to run out. but Anyway everyiones eaitin g for me to go to the beach, They wantto see my friend whop just go tout of jail and is sorta depressed i think and swim and stuff and drive down PCH so they cAn play the song better, and my other friend the one in the red onesy is in town for the weekend so well go vidsit her too, itll be fun for themt op meet these iconic lawomen, they are both sweet nioce people, and freaks like me, i am so unsnobby this way i think if you lik esomeone you like em, no matter what, even if they have fairly cheesy images a friend in need is a friend indeed and both people io just mentioned sent me books and flowers at rehab. and seemed to gicve a shit, oh yeah lastly on my p life, julie tells me as does one of my mgrs that they the tbas keep[ making references to cdrinking getting drunk etc, being a hgellraiser trashiungr ooms an dbeing drunk= ugh SOBER MEANS YOU DONT DRINK, its like people cannpot accept that i have my adre3n iline and i can fuck shit up on amusicaL LEVEL without killing myseklf for thier amusement or drinking, get ocver ot i do not drink, im 2.4 years sober, and is houldbnt even hAve to say that- its suchg a lam e bon m ot to drop that one" ogh she must be on _____" fuck that, or she "mustve had surgery" fuck that too, last surgery i ever had was bvefore new years to fix that crazy lip thing and too MUCH sirgery from when i was in my be3droom for 6-7 years, i was just a butterfly on a pin in that bedroom and i never got my messages and was ina fancy isolation booth for years, now im amking up fpr thazt wich means alot of things beinga good mom and good to your frie3nds and family and fans, and the waiters and teh cleaners and all of humanity since we are all totallyc onnected an dnone of us ids beter than anyone else, and cynicism is the enemny of a happy life conditiona nd sane mind, delusion or humanity- pick wich road your on.
i hop ethis Roxy show has trhe attitude and positivity that tghe London one did evcen thoiugh that was like playing in a hiurricane ina swamp thru a dark night iof the soul, we did do it and i asked for small shows anbd small shows mean shit sound, thats just the deal. but if your tight enuff you can fucjking shut up and put up= maybe well rehearse carcrash tomorrow in its nebulous pre linda stage and see if its playabvle everyone who hears it do far fucking loves it- i justr bneed ot do a lyricAL change in th ebridge and see wot it soundchecks like or how it goes over- ive leartned so much from those of you who have ghonoure dus with your attendence, youve been lovely and supportive an d i so want to thank you! i wasnt too pl;eased with NY but i could be projecting my own post traumatic stress disorder- i live there too= dammit its my dammed town as well, and well get a nic eloft or apt there rthis year and noone can take that away from me again, or maybe w village town house, whatever- its one the greatest cities in the world and if you live a gfentle life, and keep yourself fairtly wellinsulated from the madness of the place its a fantastic city , although i do so lovce London too, and also the s o France, hmmmm, qualoity problem is what this is, i justr opay way way way too much tax an dknopwing that it goes to harmn children and innocent peiople and i have no dsay ion it makes me wanna have a sconbd reisdence sxomewhere else as well./
okay gotta gochant, thanks fo ryour support in Manhattan! as always ist very appreciated, NY isnot Alot asbout enthusiasm and i felt like icouldcve brought it more- justthe positivity i feel inside iwasnt self conscious in the least- just a little mopre self dceprecating than i feel as though i wad comnpenstaing for some imginaery thing - fuck it fuck it fuck it, well next time I wiull bve fairt game and ive klearne dto handle the kinetic frenzy of the energy of that town more and more and not to allow people who would abvuse thie rpositions of authoirty to get in a tabloid allowed to get near me in any manner- thats i guess what afears me about ny having been hunted an dtreated like an animal there, But im wellocver it, and i am affronted serioudsly bothered when people "loved: that Bowery show- i was forced to do thats how, a hewalthy person wouldve cancelled such a show ats uch a time, I m so not intereetsed in the whole NY thing of self immolation, it does not interest mne in the sk,oghtest, im singingf plemnty about it, its allthere in the music i cdertaionly do not have to nor eill i act upon it, and rock is what gets me alive and hurts my adrenals and my vical chords and uncoils my mojo, evern if i did drink wich obviously i do not, the alc hohol wears off in ione song even if its 40 people , iofyou are really playing with the fire of your soul then you give allyouve got, and yoru adrenaLS AND MUSCLes and writstsadnarms shoudl fucking hurt , like hell, and you should use if your in my positiobn your job for value crerationb not destruction of your own humanb divine life- and certainly not fo rterh amusement of others and anyone dissa[pointe4d inb that part of the world that i refuse to lay down and die while i still have what i have to say and i stillfeel every second of it, likei said theres plenty of people with less to offer and perhaps more willing to be your martyr, im just not a victim and im not one of them and if got any negtivity off of the enrgy of the room it was that i stood on top of a teensy amp fpr a musical interlude ion pch fopr justa second i wented to make aeye conact with the whiole of the place an d i felkrt the great roar of happiness aS THOUGH IU WOULD JUMP, well im not gonna jump, maybve someday illjump if i feel like it= but i jump omn m,y own bed with my family and what else os there to say really? value and cherish your l,ife as it is divine and eternal and we are allaprrt if one thing and on ot serttle fopr a fixed destiony or a movie someone else ios wrioting vfor you, ist absurd, l.oveyopurself enough to crrate your own destiny is what im trying to say wich is why the "secret:" bothers the hell out of me, ist all about the abundan ce of the unoverse but tells noone how to getthere- and Buddhism is the obnly paractice study and religion that allows you to get there to get out of hell hunger an danimality rage and a fast fix of drugs or shopping and see beyobnd that- to sere every impediment as a source of joy and a great lesson.
hey i do put m,y money where mty mouth is on this sibject.
too much violence atthat show people bleeding and punching and hating, ive chnaged jobs im not th erperson yopu come to witrh that nonsense-= icannopt hel[ you, id ont even wantto help you, copme to mne in a better life state and ill do what i can fo ryou, come to m e in your jpoy at cherishin g your own life and the life of others and youll always have my dfeepest respect. lastly my sex life is NOONES buysinerss wich is why you diont hear about it, i believe that its the last bastion of provac y i have, and i keep my things top myself omn that topic and id ont like iot beibng projecte don me who im sleeping with or not-= truts me youllnot see me photgraphed with whop i sleep wioth til i marry that person and even then id ont believe in red cvarpetes with others.
its not open fpr specualtion its about dicretion with me wich is why thsi brit pop perswon os sp terribly annoying, and as isaid nopt az gentlemanly thing to say or do at all and if what i heard is corectr hes nopt even tellingthe truth. ugh. keep it to yourself babe, noone cares, and iof they do its momentary and will be wrapping greasy food soon enough. Last time a thing iof mine was amd epublic itw as witha person who doesnt value their selves or anyone else and has nopt evolved to aZ loving place for humanity or women and cannot look in the mirror not to mention the massive and hughe humiliation and violation involved for allconcerend, id id get a good song out of it, but out of the private aspects of it, but thats about it, its just astory that was cashed in. and embarsses m e to this day that in that state if animailty and ghell i was living in of couyrse my judgement was impaired and i went alonga nd just floated with possibly the most embarassing human bveing i can think of and the least gentlamanly ghuman being ive ever known- that doesnt mean there isnt an inherent B uddhahood in that operson they ar ejust evry very very very far away from it and wiullhave to giver many many lfetimes to figiuring out how to respect otherts families and property and privacy.
k im gobnna go c hant, love to all an d may your lif econdition and sel flopve raise high as the this benevcolent and grabnd unbiverse will p[osibly allow wich is infinite and ever expabnding and wondrous and lovely.
Pleazse send uop gpd viobes for a greats ound and a slick but flawed per4fect but fucked up show on the 17th and if you wanna come gop to my website and juliet willsend me the data and well pick a huindre3fd ofv you cos we like you and 100 of you cos your names in the hat. also i am terrifically sorry about the tardiness involved in NYC i was ready to go on at 10 30, s i told my frie3nds to be there 1030 sharp, and for sopme inane reason we went in an horu later possibly the punbching fighting mnew yorkness of it all. dunno, but i do end up with the blame and im, not bog in tardiness these days wich means i have got to go.
sincerely in the literal sense.
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26 jul 2007

they call her a her!"blogging"

im gonna stop posting someone snukc in my blog subscrioptipns thats a membe rof the media or somethingt liek teh media
i wa stols today about tmz being trabnie aobsessed with everyone whats yup wiuth that Harvery guy? why cabnt he deal with the fact hat my operation is one of the better ones outta stickholm and you cant evebn see my adams apple? i mean in fact i can even go INTOP LABOUR! that dr was gret! from denmark i bekleive he was helena chritensons dad.

anyway i dont like letting my peeps down and my blogging although fun and fun to do late at night i have alit of othe rthing siu need to get donw like make every tiny little nixing note write a riff for carcrash and anothe rcontender song and do anothe rdylany never go hunry tyoe r song make yo my mind aBOUT art work an dtit,es read thes escru=ipts that have hit my bed as of laet ande stay the hell off the net- uese teh phone instead- sthis mac corrupts so im gonna split for a while ive inly ha dthis my space a bit so ill jkeep it a little mor elow key i dont like makuing the blogs or th enews not legit news but news and trhe redtops for stuff not to do with musi c an dart, rock on ill come visti and alway spost a little soemthin just nothiun thats non eof yalls business thats for my friends an demy mnentors n dmy team and my therapists.
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27 jul 2007

blogs my space

ill syull blog about musc only and read your comments and visit daily or as much as i getteh time to, my site is safer. nd were gonna make it waay safer so if you get asked some questions coming in its just becuse we can sniff trolls nd m,edi moles pretty well here its not so easy. love c



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06 ago 2007

i am NOT

getting any plastic surgery, iwas musing aloud with some private thoughts, there is no need for me to have any surgeries other than an medical emergency, i think i lost so much weight so fast that it affected my face , ive put on 10 pounds ( thank you Sprinkles cupcakes wic h i must admit are overrated) bad carbs and every ensure is 250 cALories, drinking 8 a day, tons of antioxidents and good stuff plus carbs GOOD casrbs and its made my cheeks and mouth not so sunken, maybe my goal weight was too much, at 510, i dunno it seemed a very healthy weight according to my dr ande me, drsssssss, ihave about 5 doctors, eveythingf rom my opb gyn to my addiction dr to the best longevity dr in probably the world, etc. this is in now way a response to alleged reports on blogs an dibn tabloids that im "too thin: National Enquirer put me on the cover i was told put me on the cover saying i was 115-! id be in the hsopital at 115! i do what is best for ME- not what people talk about no matter what i do im going to bw wrong fat ugly too much surgery ( when ive actually had hardly any) thesse accusations of things beyond my nose and mouth are simple bullshit, at least i own it, wich noone else does , so maybe i make a bad celebrity- this is not a "blog" that silly passing word, this is a post.
Thanks to Lily Allen for her lovely letter apologising fo rhaving had her My SPace broken into, i wouldnt pick on me if i was Miss Lily, as it wouldnt take TOO much to swat, but weve known each other far too long , like each other far toomuch and if she was gonna say something nasty she ha sthe acerbic wit and intelligence to say something cutting, that would actually really hurt, not some cliched hoary old chestnut some obsessed blogger would say She tells me her My Space was broken into- even if i REALLY think she did blog it mindlessly some 8am after being upfar topo long for a young healthy woman i dont care and oi appreciate and accept her thougfulness for apologising for what was printed, if she is tellingthe truth and it really doesnt much matter- everyone slams everyone early inthier careers, Kim Gordan stillslams me, i mean how much more boring can you get>? () than Kim Gordan - slam!) does anyone care?.
Im friednly wih someone who has a popular gossip site- i thnk hes a very nice guy and hes been nothing but good to me even when he points out spooky shit in pictures- he told me that one of his postys aboput me some crtaqzed blogger spent ALL NIGHT changing names and faking different emmails just to say the same nonsense over and over and over again for hiundreds of posts- he does point out when i make a bad choice( a terriblle shade of lipstick i thought id try, not getting a blowout before going out cos i hate blowouts an dfacials and mani pedis and a,l that grooming shit - ireally despise it,wiuch is not what one daoes when going shopping one should at l;east be aware there will possibly be papparazzi. but o forget or dont care or somewher en between.
ilike it for a shoot ot a red carpet event cos its fun to play dress up and i love my wardrobe right now, im getting some wonderful gifts that FIT an dam totally utterly obsessed with the last Valentino Designed Valentino collection- it wont be cheap but this is by far th ebest Valentino collection for about a million years, and itsthe last,
it wont be cheap but some of the gowns are investments wich will last forever and not season dependent thia is a very important collection. And something id like or leave ot my daughter.and her children.
and gowns are not whats coming up for red carpet people willstart doing cocktail length, promise, monochromatioc gowns are so emmy . so safe so boring. there are opther avenues for chic and classic beauty, also obsessed with the Ninna Ricci line first one desinged by Olivier Theyskiens whom i love. i have six pieces from his first collection.sadly i had to sell on ebay most of my ROCHAS, because it was massive, wich is where me and my partner come in and are starting to get our line produced and into stores, they are each one of a kind made from victorian, teens twenties and thirties fantastical pieces an dnotions, each dress costs at least 2000 to make, it will be a few months before were done with these samples, and the woman who will buy them tend to in la be big breated and no fat and in NY a klittle bigger and not much bust and in europe hips ass and bust are all good, so Im excited since ive been designing since iwas a child as anyone who has my book knows, an dhave an extensive background in wardrobe those jobs at the wardrobe houses and on Mommy Dearest et al as asst wardrobe taught me alot about not only pattern cutting but about originality and not all pieces will be from antiques an d super serious vintage we have a source in Milan that gets us the best fabric s and notions- the fashion industry is way up.

Whilst the CD industry is bottoming out- a true deprerssion has hit the CD bsuiness, touring willalways make money, but even if you sell a jillionrecords ion the old paradogm you make nothing diue to allthe "deductions" iots afilthy business busienss wise so i have fopund a wonder4frul"sponsor" due to my exposure froma friend to a bunchof captains of industry and my "sponsor" will make sur ethis record is lavishly funded. and theres no strings he wants t osee his investment back but ill stillbe on a major i just willbe making farfar more thaqn if signed diredtly to a major think about what Maddonna did on Mhellwhere is it?
i need to get off my ass chant and play guitar til the sun goes down and my cutic les are disgusting and bleedy. yes very glmaourous i jknow but as isiad i never knew my JOB was rto glAMOUROURS exceot inthe suituatiobns where im being supported to beglamnouorus . of course i enjoy being FABULOUS and as far as these dressews and other pieces ( lingerie and some other things) will, be beautiful beyiobnd breathtaking,
I certtianly know what ios beautiful and how to sketch it and have agenius partner.
Obne of the great designers, she needs to do this with me an dthen go save Chloe,
( meow- not loving it gotta say)
Im not talking about putting a font on a plastic bag, sticking it at Urban Outfitters and thats that.
Horses for Courses i blieve in starting in the high end.
were even thinking of sewing lapis lazuli, rubies, aquamarine and doing with our line four differnt oil blends made with oil much like Young Living oil- small organic made grown in egypt and france- oils- rose and helichrysum oils take the human elcrto magentic field from 60 hz and takes it up to 600-900 hz creating an almost impentrable aura- its amtter of getting the scents just right with the power of oils- some stinky thing i diffuse around my house, oregano and clove are 17,000 to off the charts on the OCH charts the antioxident chart- the diffusers put you in fanstatic moods and keepyou healthy and i also use geranium alot and some blends- like SARA wich is for abuse hardcore abuse and works best on the kidneys and pancreas- you have to unbderstand the young living thing to understand what im going for- i just want to create my own and also find the enigmatic extremel;y potent rarer than rare white lotus oil, its pretty much impossible to find, you have to literally go to India yourself, and for the truly sacred Sandlewood the govt of India has alot of it protected and its getting scarcer and scarcer= teh Young Living Sandle wood is amazing and ive turned alot of people onto the Young Living suitcase who wont go onstage without theior blends, the oreganao and the clove kills germs dead and informs cells to behave properly-
its all edible and all digestibel an dthere is no carrier oil in them, its crucial shitto health, my adrenal health is what im most concerne dwith, the one toll from playing rock n roll is that my adrenal glands do get tired and i always have acupuncture before and especially after i play and record ussually- the only surgey i may have to get quit or no is larynx surgey wich isnt neccessaruly a bad thing- Timberlake got it and others who would killme for naming them -= rock singers- theyhave all told me it only imporve dthier voices, but like an alchoholic getting a new liver to a small extent theres not much point doing it til im smoke free- im certainly down 2/3rds to what i was, theres a new drug wich works on the nicotine receptors for REAL not some nonsese patch wich you might as well just cold turkey.......im chantingalot for this to just hit me - co sthe most succesful ex smokers simply quit one day, end of, wentthrough thier nightmare and came out the toher side, apprently the cravings are the worst and dont go away for up to 2 years- good times. thisll be fun, but I dont like making cigarettes look cool and sometime si see pics where i do- my generation were parctically nurse fed cigarettes and i was smoking in 4th form in NZ,and it was just de riguer)
ive done my hair darker a new way ive seen the fall campaigns yes theres lotsa gloves, wich im happy i stuck to mny guns as i think a long glove is essntial an dlooks cool as fuck with a little rick owens biker jacket, and my favourite new find rick owens mens t shirts, two in every colour, they ar ebeyond sexy and useful, and Giles Deacon has som elovely pieces and Todd Lynn may look svaille row a little blah but when your wearinghim its like alaia in the 80s, the ciuts are sick, brilliant,
b ut as to the hair, ive seen bob after bob after bob white long and exactly like mine- except for Chris Mqacmillans colorists massive breakage onthe top that when notbeing held down with thge bumble an bumble talkc and the nicky clark shine spray ( makes a sort of goop) and blown out by only ther best guys= at fist pre breakage my hosuekeeper could blow it out it was so easy= now owtgh allthis breakage im FURIOUS about it for one thing and the only way to fix it is to fill the pores witha darker colour so that it lays down more or less, i saw Madge biting my celeb skin hair at Live earth and even a vintage dress and a guitar, no offense but due to the finger configurations was that a new chord? i didnt notice a lead, perhaps i missed it wasnt on?was plugged into a stack of marshalls, i dunno yeah its show busienss but if you cant at least look like a chiord configuration? i dunno. m,aybe its just a big necklace after all.
where im at wich is not my best playing but im NEEDED for my drummer and im needed becaus ethese songs come from me and because stu keeps me on a short leash when i try to hurry things wich is great but i do love my improvs as anyone witha boot will know, an dthis band is so much more enthisiastic and theyev allhad exprieience in little indie bands of all varietys, so they all love to improv wherea s before only Patty and me liked doing iot and we had to drag the other two into it even on big stages,
anyway im not sure as to the actual STYLE o fthis hair, ilove a bang, but i also love a curl an di also love a wave, so im lost as to exactly what to do so imn the in between ophase im just conditioning hardcore with my brilliant hair ladies magical elixer she makes.
oh yeah why would we put citrine and rubies and freshwater pearls and aquamarine and maybe a few diamonds on our dresses ? because i learned alot from energy muse about what each crytsal means, diamonds have the most power- thats why we tend to wear them to power meetings- they have a vast amnount of energy due to how long they take to be "born" and the vast pressur eupon them,
but lets get the dresses made first and finish screen plays and finish the dammed deal and finish this new song - ot just so happens that its reallye xcellent perhaps- lyric driven but im really lookingf or my visions of johanna/shelter fropm teh storm type songa nd noone can help you with these Dylan type siongs it all has to come from your own sense of melody, and like Northern Star and Nevr gi Hungry and even parts of Malibu not everythingis matchy matchy, you dont know if its gonnas be four four four- i like 3s 5s aqnd 7s in my songs wich people find really odd to learn, and it might be wierder onthe safe top 40 asmerican ear to some extrent but its not compromising what i have to say- and what i have to sing. not saying this song is going tohold up the record butr we must go into the studio and get the rock song done, despite the long thread on carcrash, and the time and energy yall put into it i will print it out and hsow it to bosslady, whose none too amused that my mgr wanted tp put it up anyway,im not sold . yes great chorus noone willargue that and often its the siong you feel the least taht does the best, ive played it for my friend at KROQ and he genuinly loves it, he has a mnajor input there, so im not going to take his opinion lightly,
but im watching certain people and the way they are handling thier current careers and what they are doing im ,without being reactive ,or going against instinct , finding myself doing the exact opposite thing. inaccesible? fine im coming toyour house. Costumes? who does that?
Alot of failure in fact i would say all failure stems from delusion, and in Buddhism theres two states, Delusion and Humanity, it takes focus to stay in humanity, to forgive, to really let go of ones baggage, because then and only then can you make room for more and better monies and more an dbetter friends ans more and better creativity
ye si did mention a screenplay, but its been so part time - whilst waiting for whatever it is Lindas doing i need to maybe get to work with my partner ( a director ) on this thing wich is really heartfelt and comes from a real place cos you can only wiret what you know.
okay just wanted to clarify, i am in no way gettingany plastic surgery - my mouth looks fine after having put ona few lbs. it was the gaunt thing - Catherine Denueve famously said "after a certain age one must decide on ones ass or ones face" perhaps she has a point, i do like a nice healthy face, but allthese shows were to see what worked and what didnt msuicallya nd aesthetically,
and obviously it was a bit too thin, however i must point out the hypocrisy of this crazy hysteria about my weight- i saw a photgraoph of Kiera Knightly recently a series, in one she is wearing a white top has about a 5 foot lomng midriff and a pair of size 0 jeans,that are too big, and IM too thin? i know exactly what a certaibn "perfect" movie star has to caloric intake per day-no more than 700 cals- shes far thinner than me- were the sam eheighth as well- wtf? even Oscar Nominees here and there weigh 20 lbs les sthan me, and i never ever sia di was some pop tart singing griunning dancing "enjtertainer" did i?, when is it my job to be Heidi Klum? of cours ei love a good shoot or cover, who doesnt? but in the context of playing live, it aint purdy it aint ever gonna be it aintt he cover of OK ! magazine , third song sweat with mascara running down cheeks! its what it is, iwa snever puttingasses in seats due to my great and epochal beauty. Read "Addicted to Perfection" by Marion Woodward, its aloifesave and helps so miuch on how to reach your own self esteem and how not to respond to external foprces but to keep yourself to yourself and to take your self esteem unlimimted unshakebale and from within. Noones going to mistake me for Eva Longoria, and my god i am truly hAppy to be who and what i am with my life an dmy expirience i can do so many things help so many people and make such a beautiful clothing line too! and maybe finish this dammed sript one day......just gott a finsih this song firts an dget in th estudip and thats it BAM done,. and this record is extremel.y well supported and
believed in and poeple have put thie rmnomney where their mouth is. i always like that!
as far as being a beauty queen.....
thats n ot what i do, i play rock and when i do film acting i will look apporpiate an dhave the approiate behaviour fo rthat job - they are not actually dissimiliar= gopd manners are free no matter what you do. spirutal practice is free no matter what you do and there is no excuse for being reactive wich is why i apologise for "blogging" and persuing milliseconds of thoughts that randomly hit my head. They were coming out in terrible spelling and no grammar and it was just brain gunk. its important to post to yall onc ein a while an dlet you know whats up, what i love like and when this recordfs out and whose putting it out and all that stuff.
but i have friends i can write nutbag emails to who actuallty enjoy them.
blessings on you all
nam myoho renge kyo
xcourt

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MensajePublicado: Sab Ago 11, 2007 12:31 pm    Asunto: Responder citando

gracias!! a leeelo me pongo!
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tienes el día libre????
porque para leer tooooooooooooooodo esto... XPPPP
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ya te digo, de todas formas graciasss abi
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MensajePublicado: Sab Ago 18, 2007 11:40 am    Asunto: Responder citando

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13 ago 2007

2 IMPORTANT QUESTIONS /"NEVER THE BRIDE"

HERES THE BIG QUESTIONS BEFORE THE BLOG -
1= WHAT MAKES YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF DOWNLOAD? WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ? WHTA WAS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? WHY?


2
WHAT SHOPS DO YOU SHOP AT AND WHAT BRANDS DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD AFFORD TO LIKE? ANY YOU HATE?


Can we dispose of the awful word "blog" and return to :"post"
it just sounds so much more polite- new keyboard- if i focus real hard i bet i wont make more than 250 spelling errors.

so big resolution- spend money ONLY on work relateed things no makeup jewelry clothing.

NO LUXURY GOODS! thats my vow - music and creativity and back into the busines sof music and NEVER THE BRIDE only. NO MORE OBSCURE SKINCARE!
( oh hey that infomercial for Dermacia? that stuff rocks! im obsessed! its really good!)





Alot of people have been asking ma about me and Clare La Fayes design brand "Never The Bride" Esp since the Harpers piece came out ESPECIALLY
people who rep people in Japan- imtrying so hard to decide bnetween the companies
some carry one or more of my favourite designers and friends- its a very compex decision- But our look book is amazing - they came out beautuful so far these dresses
we need to start diffusing, its a great innovative thing - but far too expesnive abn dtime consuming to do full time maybe always do a few a year...
to us ethese really rare and precious one of a kind victorian to teens to 20s beading fabrics but now we need to
get to the next level , i just am so confused about Japan, we have an entir eLine DESIGNED AND ready to make but we have to get my pattern Cutter and the best fabrics-= this is not a quick buck to me its art its been with me my whole
life cutting and drawing clothes always dresses l.ingeries shoes and bags
Clare went to Otis, i noticed her way back when seraching the net for deconstructed cool clothes as part of a company in Portland Ore called "Hovercraft" i brought her down to make clothes for an upcoming tour that was never to be, but she came back , iwas in a store newly opened- for about one shining moment this store had the coolest stock in LA ( LA is for all the costumes- remember my first film i worked on was "Mommy Dearest" and Oh. My the stories i could tell, but i did learn who the best patter n makers were who made the handmade lace still, who beaded those crazy 80s Bob Mackie gowns by hand- i knew allthe stock at Paramount until they sold tot he two rental houses Palace where i worked bruefly and WEstern, all the lame and the lace made of solid gold i learned alot about long long fittings juyst to get a dart in the right pl;ace from my mentor Bernadene- she didnt know a thing about FASHION in the sense of what peopel were wearing this season , and i hope to see her soon actually , she certainly still doesnt
but if i drew it , it got made, its how Rick Owens made his first sweater I was gonna do a sci fi film on a dare from Paul Thomas Anderson and one of the prersidents of New Line , Mike, it was to be set on mars and be about grisly Ghosts who ate people,
the stunts were great fun i found a sequence in Leathal Weapon 1 thats like a dance i still want to do it someday if i ever do an action movie- but it was alla bout this dammed sweater= its so hard to get stuff thats any good here inb la we have ONE fabric store and hate to say it but it truly sucks, Rick Owens took off because he was monochromatic , obsessed with felt, wool and ribbing and chiffon, he remains after Marc Jacobs welle evenly i suppose my favourite designer- Rick and me and Bern decided that this character was the great great grandaughtrer of Snake Pl;iskin Kurt Russells character in was it Escape From New York or something? and it was 180 years from the current day and she was stuck on mars in her army un iform and it was allfucked up, i trie dthat sweater on every three days. Rick put a stitch here and one there , the man is a true artist, but hed have to drive all the way out to Torrance to the only knitwear factory in the area for one dammed sweater- finally itdawned on me- thatthis environment this script was really really not for me-= dontwantot get too into it Ice Cube could afford tod o this sci fi film, i was doing it to be ironic with my hip groovy friends and one doesnt doa film to be ir.. man i was such a jerky kid back then - its a real movie with real money and time and althoiugh iwas supprresing alot of hysteria at the way the monsters looked etc- something happened and i hurt my foot very badly - i tbhink i kickboxed a tree too hard- and iwas outta there- meanwhile Rick was stuck with this silvery sweater from 180 years in the future- he made a load of them and put them in his collection - now whenever isee Rick doing textiles - hes moved along way since he and his partner lived in an office off Hollywood blvd all Gehry like but spookier exposed plumbing on purpose the wallas covered in black felt- his exquisite work room - where it was all the Rick usual colous taupe. Oyster, black and lots of leather glove leather different types pf grained leather- even though hes a big fancy desogner in Paris and Italy now i stillthink of him somewhere on thebanks of the Sienne scrubbing his silk cotton cashmere mystery blend down with a rock....his fabrics are still so outragously wonderful hes the minimal sid eof me)
anyway this girl has rtecieved a settlement in a lawsuit and shed opened an amazing boutique- it had all new , all amazing ideas designers and the first thing i bought was a Clare La Faye skirt , made from 40s girdle peach fabric( i collect it tons of it ironically i just saw a oh 1941 ish strapless bra at Coco La Mer in London for about 400 bucks - grab that stuff! its stillcheap and noone knows how c ool it can be remade!
the skirt was oddly familair ( Clare had come to my house when itw as stilldecorated by Dr Phil and i had also gone nuts and painted everything Hydrangea so imagine if you willa kitchen with massive carrots, turnips, potatoes on trhe wallpaper and matching drapes-= the plan was to turn this BH house aroubnd i was heavily into Sue Et Mar ( still am) get Prelle fabrics from Lyon and customise a wrought iron stairc ase and ewonderful chandliers- etc= unfotunately it was right when i started cdiscoveringtahthere was something horribly HORRIBLY wrong with the financial situation in our lives, i lived about 2 blocks from the BHPD, they were of no help whatsover, i dontthnk they like freaks living on that side of Sunset,
anyway this was a while later= not out of the woods yet later but getting there later-
and the skirt had an amazing placket and corset and was up to the top rib and had a crepey chiffon hanging over it with a big pink bow and Clares endearing touch of no money and no owrkers and handsewing wich i have urged her/us to keep , i think it looksw cooler than exoesnive slip ruffles,cheapassed Pennys slips,. the ruffles , 80s at best but probably new- she has this on all her ruffled garments these polyester "Barbie Lingerie" ruching= i pruchasded thatr skirt anbd became a fan - although very very different from Rick ( she has her own website for her line www.ClareLaFaye.com ive not been so i dont know how well the dresses show)
i do think she is the best designer to come out of LA since Rick Owens who was the best designer to come out of LA ever- there was a boutiuque back in the 60s/70s called Hollys Harp and i sued to collect stuff- its was like LAs version of Topanga Hippie Biba-So for years ive been collecting Vintage and Victorian and Edwardian and teens and 20s and 30s dresses and shreds of dresses and just textiles and notions and we started collabartaing on these dresses- on design elements- that lon g nutty blog the other night where if you got that far i got to the part about using Lapis Lazuli , Rubies, Jasper,Onyx ,Rutilated Crystal pieces, i do believ these crystsaLS EMIT A CERTAIN type of energy and bring forces into your life-
i just do-= nothing is inert- and i hand out alot of the time at a plac eon la called crystalarium looking for rare crytsals that work on differntthinsg like Obsidian absirbs negative energy- i have felt it, so to get a good connectiuon fo rthe rarest of stones and use them in the beading or just a s a signature, freshwater pearls and moonstone hanging down...
for as much as im 100% Buddhist both Clare and myself were raised in Eugene and could read your Zodiac chart before "Goodnight , Moon" those hippies did alot of stupid shit, and Eugene was acultural crazy mix of first poor then rich hippies and alot of trailer homes= - i no longer use astrology at all= as a Buddhist o finally read a book wich really helped me figure out the tenents of Nichiren Buddhism, and we do not believ in ghosts, souls or astrology, this isnt a religious seminar so illtellyou some other blog=hate that wiord can we return to the word "post" p[lease>? thanks. some other POST.
inany case - i saw more and more of herdresses and just started getting them then we became chums and i started giving and acquring her very expensive(studying alot of designers- very obscure ones and Yohji too and really keeping up on our WWD and having zero interest in producing a plastic bag with an acronym on it and god bless those girls theyve always been so great to me but Pam and Gillain are making sick sick money from Juicy now, butr if im gonna make clothes they are going to be special and crazy beautiful. art was what i saw at the couture and if it cant bethat beautiful and my hearts not in it i wouldnt have anythingto do with it! for now its a passiobn thingthats been going in abvout a year slowly nbo prssur emakingthes epieces then one wa sin Grazia, and i wore one to a party, they are exquisxite and the res a heavy Westwood infliuence rught now- lotsa whalebone and corsets and squishy boobies-= and draoped ruching- but were going into some more sophistiocated places/
Initially all these pieces are one offs- there will be no gifting= its so hard to get perfect shirring and Victorian Whites and then Clare makes a studded punk belt= i havent been wearing them - even though theyre very "me" im looking for a different vibe for
what i wear onstage ........a,thoough Pato and Bethia gravited strsaightto the N ever the Bride stuff - they never quite wore them .. and weve had to make things much smaller- and Clares interest in sleeves has grown and i think i finally found my muse t.. the designer who does draping folding modern beuatifully ( OTHER THAN MARC AND A NEW JAPANESE DESOGNER FOUND THIS SEASON_
im also totally wierdly obsessed with the last Valentino collection by Valentino= there are so many classic peices in it and too much fur but my stylist is going ot Milan to see what he can nab again its not just fabrics LA is terrible for bit were a n outpost for "this season " whatever the hell that means- (IM QUITE upset=- Mr Lagerfeld was kind enough to give me this straw boater in raffia, the exact hat Mlle wore and i sufferede it ebibng called a farm hat and it being laughed at by bloggy bloid voids- i was told people were saying u was wearing a "ridiuclous" hat abnd a "farmers" hat umm it was a couture Chanel hat? and theres a few that were made. but he did produce them
to replace it would be just deadly id rathe rput my money into our business I HAVEVOWED IN FACT!@..
i have clothes, ALin any case Clare is going to the midwest to a textile show and were going to make about 100 pieces max of these- tehres only 4 stores in the world that sell in this price range in coktail length, and so all night ive been working on songs and then sketching and then writing lyrics and then reading and etc,
its been a very long day, inany case- we are finding out aboutthese japanese terxtil emills that have the best new fabrics and the best textiles, and we need to put together a business plan and etc for starting to get out of the 4 stores by mnaking opatterns wich are original with fabrics that can be replicated - and im looking for my older Hollywood crew people from my malibu teens- they also were at the house for the Hydrangea phase- im SOOOOO happy i didnt go on that tour or wearthose crazy costumes- i think i designed them on mars, i was really really into Manga then and Pirncess ai and sendingAI Kawazawa my designs and Lolita Goth wich ublesw syou getthe exact right pieces looks so ridiuclous on a geijein,
but there are some pieces of Gothic Lolita stuff that could be cool, and the cellist Yuiko wears it and i know thats what i wanted but i wouldve hired her anyway becasue of her impeccable cfredentials and the fact that she played in a quartet that did Slayer and Pantera covers.
Also i LOVE Hysteric Glamour out of Tokyo and im finally getting some this week! They tried to have a PR firm here but 2 stores knew who they were and carried about 1 piece apiece- Nobuki is the owner designers name and he is such a genius yes its tsghirst and jeans and astriturf and ashtrays- and roadie satin jackets- but its pretty amazing and his sweaters are to die for=
Butthe best jeans EVER are the Kinky jeans by Hysteric- there is no better jean- not an old 501 not a new Tsubi or sass and bide- these jeans are percfect in eevry way i
in any case we do know where were goign to sell in a casual sort of way in London Paris and LA and NY its Japan that im having thgehardest time with[= four companies have called about liscensing NEVER THE BRIDE and prodcuing the line in JaPAn and i cannot make up my mind wich company to go with!
so many liscening companies- its so easy to get lost were really interested in eventually addinga lot of amazing lingerie so everyone can own a 300 dollar bra for 65 bucks, i am an avid vintage and just gorgous lingerie collector= i have shoes that match corsets, so learning about how to navigatethe Japanese fashion world is
alot of work= and i only have a bit of time for this presently.
Honestly this one song it seems like it may actaullty bethe last a clump of four arrived-
it needs about 1000 words and they all have to be good,
its a sorta jack white homage- bluesy thru a fernder twin on an old strat no pedals all midrange-=

so thats me-= i have a question for YOU-=
what was tha last CD you downloaded and what wa sthe last cd you BOUGHT and why?
this is areally crucial question co si cannot figur eit out( i keeop thinkinfg its the art- ande then io keep wondering how much litle felt or canvas tchitkes in keeping with the artwork would be to stick in each cd and the mind boggles)

could you please explain to me what compels you to purchase a cd?
i do it cos im old and cos ipods although a cool thing for trips inthe car and shit
dont have the lyrics and the artwork -= i dubnno maybe cos im not on facebook( yet) or xanga@(yet)

do you buy cds and download? is THAT common?
soyou hbave bothf ormats?
do you buy a cd when youve heard it and like most every song?
doyou tebnd to download a few songs and iof there stuff you think is filler leave it?

i just know how insanely hard weve worked are still workinga nd will be working til the day this comes out in Jan and they have some evil empire math about downloading
eg we dont yet even get our "royalty" and they ar estillcallinbgd ownloading":promotion"
okay ill c heck back here and see what yall have to say and i kno wthw dreses are outragously expenisve but thats just for NOW, so we can make bnack the money i sp[entya nd put oit bacdk ib the bysiness and get to the actual Line, and get differnt opattrns cut and make a full on collection , dresses and lingerie and then we have both been worjking our asses off to think of THE bag-= THE bag wed both lik ethe most- ultimATE;ly brands dont matter but id really like to hear youyr feedback onthe two basicd questions atthe top- iftheres a shop you like= and brands your into= like i like Sea Breeze, and Proactive for zits and i dsobnt but cklogthes there anymore but i like home good s from Anthroplogie- sort of and Hiot Topic fopr sure - and Ameoba records or any indie record store- thats me=- american apparel boy shorts abnd i cant stand victorias secrets padded bras- thats kinda what iw anna know about you, that way i dont have to go to your profiles each one and id like to know what you would get iof you could wiethe rits a car a couch a gown a operfume real estate in Washington?


WHY DO YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF D OWNLOAD

WHAT BRAN DS AND STORES DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD LIKE? wich do ytou dislike?
(example i l,ove Anthroplogies bedding , Victorias secrets bras really bug me, i alway shave fun at Hot Topic, i like Amazon and Net - A _POrter.com)

WHAT BRANDS AND STUFF AND STORES DO YOU NOT LIKE OR THINGS FROM THE BRAND /STORE?


illanswetr far more extensicvey about my fave things and stuff but youtell me first!





i appreciat eyou all goving me the feedback it means alot to me and to everyone on thso record to know you = yopu [retty mnuch kno wme=
this is all priovat eshit its not like somne data farm quesztion ist just to get a vibe out there= and the cd questiion ios cos obviously we put alot opf effort into making tghem so wed like to know what compels tyou to buy one, if you have to hear oit forst dlownloa dot forst keep a few songs downloadsed etc?



so much appreciated for your time

love love

Court

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En el primero... lo único que llego a comprender es que para enero es probale que haya preparado algo de lo de la linea de ropa que esta preparando. y que un colega suyo japonés se emocionó bastante con algo....

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26 ago 2007

sketching escaPING face the music, come on
Estado de ánimo actual: confundido

OKAY!
Time to get the hell out of this pity party fog= come on girl- get off yoru ass walk over o your guitar and finish those 2 acoustoc songs or fuck it wait for the day and plug in and finish th screamer on a n ice iold strat thru a verbey Fender= ive had a big 10 day pity party= got withou getting oo specific dragged into the recent past- thank god for the IRS, is all ill say and instead of the relief of being abvle to finally lay my burden down -
and finding Gods Army= the sort of thing that my juvenile "Authority Problem" has always created karma wise by me and figures of authority= from Agents to Bankers to District Attorneys= Gods Army- a billionare friend rcomended the secret army to me-= and golly amn i impressed -but right at hat momet about 1000 pages come sover and he violating humilaiting pillaginfg ferocity vracity venality malice deleting purchsing hiding lying wiring loaning gaslighting forging raging its all there = ive seen alot of it= but then a whole new dimension of it and a WHACK load of new data hit me inb my had BAM- so finally after days and days in a fog of sadness and desperate confusion - i had a talk with a Psychiatrist whod eals with people whove expirienced what i know about and yall dont bu someday you will= if my nam was jane Doe this is th cover of Time magazine stuff- some people may even laugh at me- think ts funny- but iut was a fated idea that i would not survive this pillaging- and the level of arrogance= is wild= who leaVES all this proof behind?
who does that?
anyway he word"victim" is not a word i am used to suing on myself- i dont accept victimhood-= and the Psych had to force me to see it= where it fits into my karmA IDont understand- the marginilasiion hu,iliatuon nams ive been called villification shame ive felt its all somehow atached to my own karma- and this Psych really had to talk me into stopping blaming myself- and accepting that i am a victim here- and ivebeen in adaze for daze so ive been escaping not through the guitar or lyrics= those parts of me dont feel pure as theyve been commodified in some way and i dont want them ever compromised= i never wanna be ware of the commodficitation of writing a s..
so i put allthoxseyears on movie sets and in the magicaL vast halls of Paramounts massive wardrobe dept and frpom my first wardrobe job n"Mommy Dearest"
i may nver have known fashion but i sure as shi know my mousseline= and studying the couture maerials used by Lacroix and wasted imho by these sub eila saab couteriers and studying my years of Collezion and Gaps and sketching skeching skeching = going to the Magic /Project convention inVegas i want my line to be ready
by Jan, and i wanto be able to provide a 300 dollar bra expience for 50 and o have he best pattern cutter ever- hes about 70- old Hollywood- worked and was traindd bNorrell and Bob Mackie!!! knows nothingabou fashion bu every drape and everything i steal from Westwood or Yohji - and everything i make up on my own0- in la we are famous fr haaving th WORST fabrics in the world an d never ever getting he new textiles- i have found 2 couture fabric stores in London and hey have wbsites, but man oh man thi stuff is so expensive-=
the way isketch is rather niave but the editor of a fashion bible saw them and loved them! old me this kind of "niave" sketching is what people are doing on purpose right now,
so im going to som e seminars cos ima seminar geek- cos i wanna use OrgaNIC matriaLS too- and god frobid i go to denim - yah we all need a new line of jeans NOT

i have my KINKY by bhysteric glamour and my my space friend miyo in tokyo just went into Hysteric and got me from the fabulius Nobu a ton of Hysertoc for me and my kids in my band- its so genius- so much cooler than a vintage band shirtuts just impossible tp get ouisd of tokyo= i also found a new young high end japanese designer suzuki Takayuki- HES AMAZING! i have to go to NYC for work on h record as im gojn g durong fashion week im going tp br honoured to hopefu;y mee Yohji yamamoto aq otal hero of mine with his Y3 show and also hopefully Marc Jacobs show-
lets all thankl Marc for bringing back the wide brim hat that had that JLO tipping pointthat fucked it up= ive kep tp my vow re Luxury Goods- i pruchased one good cloche hat- and its doesntt apply to exploraopry skincare am obsessd with the Leaf and Rusher line and the Scott Barnes makeup line wich os pretty amzongand he legacy of Kevyn ( bless!) Aucoin the Kevyn line- im still obsessed with my candles my d and l candles AND they have new fragrances buttheres a new com,pany thats amaxing too= Modern Alchemy = they have one "Salem" and "Ex Libris" really amazing notes hazel larch maple and parchmant and leather- not cheap but if i fdidnt have A fortune id def se what proenzer schoener(sic) designd fr arget and id gt one good cloche hat, and apair of cool suspenders.
no6 normal old man ons alhoughid get them, but maybe altrnate fabric= and id get a really cool coloured pair of long leathrer gloves my aubrgine nes from BVrunos italian gl;oves online are amazing deepdeep purple almost black=- iwant apairof pewter pones but ni luxe brands-
so ive been escaping watchingf old frnch and pre code womens movies and skechinfgmy ass off on beautiful things i would wear and fanasinsingabout how illgetthese new hajapnses meallic nylon light as a feather textiles and makibng the tights i wished existed- im terribl at drawing shoes and bags- feet im okay with
anyway theres a mix att the foot of my bed its been there a few days-= and ineed o wake my ass up inhe mornonga nd pur my eyes away andmy ears back on aqnd opuy th ep past behind me
its in th ebest possible hands they bneed a few documents= but if not theyll find em that sifgh of releif ivbeen waiting years for-= u can do i t now i just need to accept that someimes w e ARE victims iof horrible atrocities and its always karma but iy copuld be from another life= i dont know.
iv been racking my brib for allthos gowns pf m,ae wests racks and racks of them mostly belle epoque lily langtry huings 20 inch waists= all beaded and full of gold pearls and silver laces= amazing works of art=
just wantto make sure i bring you the Glam, the true Glam when im ready to do it-=
maybe wierder than whats oiut there maybe conservaive if you rfashion foreward-
but i promise ill never pu out anything i wouldnt be proud to wear that i havn wished for myself, and o wanna see how to use roganic fabrics with couture notions and beading- whatsth compromise rate?
anyway imtured of being in the past and need to come back to the present it just hurts so very much i took he bait and drank the kool aid and everyone watched = someday yall will knopw what im alking about= ive alluded to it for a long time butthese 1000 pages threatened my life force and sanity and sobriety and shit i almnost sarted ovreating too and my religious practice it overtook me with shame and regret and confusion as to thr naure of evil and how can humans be this evil= when theshrink knrw the facts and data he summed up that one of he leaders was psychotic and pon sociopahic= gee jusr like mommy and daddy= so what is it that atttraCts these people to me? im eccentric at worst, a little frosty sometimes.....hmmmmm....well okay if he says "victim" ill take it i jus feel stupid now i need to get on with the show,
xxxc


En el segundo.... Parece que Courtney ha dicho algo de lo que no se arrepiente -no dice lo que es, supongamos que lo de Coogan del post que he puesto antes- y de lo que ya ha dado explicaciones a la gente implicada... ¬¬U

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30 ago 2007

no comment

no comment- ive said all i had to say personally to people involved and i feel goaded into a quote by someone who had old comments of mine and statemnets on the same topic coming from the trees, at least i had the balls to put my own name on my opinion, i have never stated on the record behaviour of others i have not personally witnessed, and i never would .
i dont like being involved with something im no part of.
NO COMMENT. . move on . i wish anyone hurt phsyically and emotionlly well. the END.

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